chapter 37

Well , after what happened to reemas we immediately informed the police , faisal and his friends are now in jail , sa7ar and samar , kept calling reemas and thritining her , noor apologized instead of her brother but reemas didn’t accept her apology , we changed our numbers so they cant get in touch with all of us anymore .

And of course , reemas is a twenty years old divorced woman .

Days past by so fast . I'd visit my father and brother everyday , I finished finals and tommorw I will receive my certificate .

And , its just two weeks away from my wedding . im so nervous.

It's 8:05 in the morning , my sleepy head got disturbed by the annoying iphone ringtone.

Thary with sleepy voice : y3ni ma t5leena nnam mobilch klah yrn

Me : uff yeebah .

He handed me my mobile , it was dad

I got up : alo

Baba : hala rana

Me : hala yuba , shloonk

Baba : tmam yuba , enzain rana enty nayma?

Me : la twi ga3da

Baba : 3ayal t3aly el bait 3ndy wyach mw6'oo3

Me : shnu gool

Baba : t3aly w t3rfeen

Me : ok

Baba : m3a ilsalama

Me : bye

I hung up and threw my phone on the bed , it accedintaly threw it self on thary ana shswy

-___- this sounds stupid .

Thary : aaaa5 shfeech

Me : omg srry ma kan 89dyy .

He looked like a clown , his hair is in a complete mess , holding his head from the pain , I couldn’t help but laugh my stomach out .

Thary : 6aa3 hay , ti6'7ak ba3ad , mm lakan ana , awreech .

He threw a pillow on me as I ran to the bathroom.

 I did my things , I took a fast shower , I wore my olina rolled-sleeve max azira grey shirt dress , straightened my hair and wore my guess palbani sandals .

I picked my handbag and went down .

Layla and reemas were in the kitched , I didn’t see them but layla saw me walking towards the door .

Layla : la salam wala shay seeda bt6l3een rano

I took backsteps and saw them

Me : oh sorry ma chftkum , inzain 9ba7 el5air :P

Both : 9ba7 elnoor

Reemas : 6al3a

Me : ee broo7 achoof ubooy shyby w bga6'y chm mshwar

Layla : t7mly broo7ch

Me : ok , bbye

I went out , took the car and went to my dad's

My brothers were sleeping as usual .

That’s not what caught my eyes .

Me : sala..

I stopped talking and my jaw dropped when I saw my mother . she looked nervous . weak m she looked like she needed something . her sparkly blue eyes are no more sparkling , her hair lost the life . her skin is more pale than ever.

Me : MAMA !!!

Dad : rana ,, t3aly, sm3eena bl awl

Me : asm3kum ?? w laish tbuni asm3kum !!

I looked at my mum . I was angry : enty shtsween hny shtbeen !! 3gb ma t5laity 3anna w r7ty tzwjty , yaya bkl guwayat 3youn !

She turned to me and stood up , her eyes were full of tears , he voice was angry and cracky at the same time : rana aana umchh !! mu mn 7gch t7acheeni ch4y

I walked towards her : MU MN 7GY !!?? LA MN 7GY W N9 .. ENTY ELLY MU MN 7GCH TT5ALAIN 3NA W E7NA N7TAJCH , W T3EESHEEN EB BALAD THANY W TTZWJEEN W TYEEBEEN 3YAL .. W FOG KL HATHA TNSAIN 3YALICH ? TNSAIN BNTCH ?? GOLLYYY LY MN 7GCH .

I cried . its like the leftovers of the horrible past came back and been thrown on me . I felt like beating my own mother.

Dad : RANAAA GLT LCH G3DYY.

I sat down , I covered my forehead with my hands and I cried .

Dad : rana , I know ench t7tajain umch , w ehya yaya t9l7 kl shy , umch enty tdreen sh9ar feeha

Me : I DON’T CARE .. EHYA TDRY SH9AAAR FEENA A!!!

Dad : RANA . umch te6algt w a54u mnha 3yaalha .. ay glb byt7ml hatha ?

Me : AH ! AY GLB ?? GLBHA EHYA .. ATW83 3ADY 3INDIHA , DAMHA T5LAT 3ANNA BKL BROOD , MA ATW83 ENNA GLBHA B3WRHA 3ALA HATHAILAH !

My mum stood up , slapped my face : ANA UMCH E7TRMY NFSCH .

I stood up and pushed her from my way : W5RAAY .. LA TJEESEENI ENTY MU UMY LA LCH 7G 3ALAY . AKRHCHHHHH AKRHCHHH !!

Mum : ranaa waain

Me : JAHAANNAAM

I slammed the door behind me and got into the car , I threw my bag and starting beating everything infront of me .

Why is this happening , why did she come now and ruin my life again.

Why !!!

I didn’t even listen to them .

What do they both want .

I opened the door and went to them again .

Me : shtboon

Baba : we're getting married again . today . w hatha 8rar neha2y .

Me : bs ?! bkl bsa6a ?? well . enjoy your life . ana b3eesh m3a zoojy w maly sh3'l feekm . kl shy t8rrronah wlaa k2nah ly wjub eb 7yatkm . UGH !!

Mama : y3ni mu hay elly entu tboonah

Me : LAA !! ANA MA ABEECH

My mum looked at dad : rana la t8llen adab.

Me : ana ma 3ndy um . tby ttzwjha tezawjha ana ma ly sh3'l . m3a elsalama

Baba : l7tha !! waain

I closed the door , went to my car and drove to thary's house .

No one was downstairs . I ran to thary's room . he was working on his laptop . when he saw my red face and the eyeliner all over my cheeks , he stopped

Thary : shfeech .

Me : tharyyy

I cried and hugged him . I told him what happened , he tried to calm me down but he couldn’t . I lost my mother and I didn’t want to lose them both . now I hated them . I lost them both .

I locked my self in the room not wanting to see anyone , layla called us for lunch but I rejected to eat anything . thary brought my plate to the room but I didn’t want to eat . I just wanted to be alone . this ruined my life . everytime everything works out , something pops and ruins everything , I hated this , first I lost my grandmother , then I lost my mum , my parents divorced , then im engaged  but I didn’t want thary , I fought with my father and he hated what I did , I had an accident , lost aziz , then 3alya showed up , and when I was done with 3alya sa7ar showed up , and when I got rid of her , this stupid thing appeared to be a fact in my life that I have to accept wether I like it or not !