الأحد، 3 يونيو 2012

chapter 24


They all laughed and so did I , I head a laughter that made chill go throw me . u looked at my right aziz was sitting on the couch w his head down , but that wasn’t him , I knew his laugh , I looked at my right . it was (..)








3alya
!!
What
Is
She
Doing
Here !
That bitch ! she changed , a lot  !
She's a WOMAN
Before I could say something to her um 3ziz and nunu d5lt . ew
I looked at her as she enters the room , walking towards
3alya !!
Sh9aayr !!
How many days have I been here !
I looked at nunu , I whispered : ana chm youm 9arly hny !!
Nunu  looked confused : a week !
Me : what ! laish
Nunu : swu lch 3amalya jr7ch wayd 3mee8
I looked at it again . son of a bitch u destroyed my life .
My uncle's wife voice disturbed my thoughts  : shloonch chnnty
What !
Chnnat'ha !!
3alya : ana okay 5alty .
I looked at 3ziz .
I looked at 3alya
3ziz was staring. With fear . he didn’t want me to hear them .
I looked at my helpless self .
Tears started to fall from my eyes .
Baba : shfeech
I wiped my tears : la bs lemast jr7y w 7ail a4aani ! mta b6l3 ?
Baba : la tjeseenah la y3wrch .
He kissed my forehead .
3mi : bu a7md gom wyay 3ndy sh3'la
Dad looked at me : aroo7 ?
Me : ee yuba shd3wa ?!
6l3w.
Its just me . nunu , aziz , mrt 3mi , 3alya and sara.
Mrt 3my : ee ranooy ma glna lch , e7na asfeen bas ma gedarna nan6er . 3zuz wldy 5e6ab 3alya e5t rfeejtch ?? t3rfeenha la ?
I looked at 3ziz , his eyes was begging me not to judge and wait for an explanation.
I  looked at 3alya , I faked a smile : ee a3rfha
Sara was lip talking me : walla I'll explain !!
I faked a smile.
If I died in that accident would be better that knowing that 3alya and 3ziz are engaged . I wanted to cry my eyes out . but I kept the tears in my eyes .
I remembered rihanna's song :
My mind is gone , I'm spinning round , and deep inside , my tears I'll drown !
(…)
But no matter what you'll never see me cry !
I kept my self strong . until my uncle's wife said : 3alya w sara t3alo shwy.
She grabbed them outside
Shfeeha thy !
Nuunu : ana , ast2thn
She ran out .
Its just me and 3ziz
Aziz : rana I ca..
Me : DON’T SAY A FREAKING WORD.
I was angry , pissed off , and broken !
Aziz : umy e3'9bny galat etha ma eb ttzwj 3alya ebtf6'7ch . eb t63n fy shrfch .. I had to
It was kinda convincing , but that's not an excuse .
Me : enta 6e3ant eb glby . roo7 .. allah yhneek wyaha ..
I faked a smile . I tried really hard not to cry and I did it .
Aziz eyes was tearing , his voice was cracky : rana plzz
Me : rooo7 !!!
He was walking toward the room door and looking at me . he got out and slammed the door
I shouted : THE DOOOR
The minute he walked out I started crying my eyes out !!
Nunu came.
Nunu : rana
Me : LA TJEESEENI WA5RY 3NY , KLKUM CH4ABEENN KLKUM , AKRAHKUMMM AKRAHKUUUM !!!
Nunu : shhh rana calm down ,
She tried to hug me , I pushed her and she fell on the floor .
She was looking at me . she frowned and cried
Me : 5LUNI BROO7 MA ABY ASHOOFKUM
My dad opened the door immediately , I calmed , wiped my tears
Dad was freaked : shfeekumm !!
Nunu got up : mako , ana broo7 baitna , etha tbeen shy call
I faked an agreement : ok
Dad : eshfeech wyaha
Me : wla shy just goofing around
Dad : ok .
He closed the door ,  3alya came in
The minute I saw her dirty shadow : thfaly
3alya kant tt7cha eb 7a8ara : maani thalfa . huh ! glt lch 3ziz mu lch ma ebt3dteen , al7een ana w 3ziz . m56ubeen .
She showed me her ring .
I remembered the ring aziz gave me
His promise
When thary came.
Thary !
Ana thelamt el 9bay .
He was a man
Aziz wasn’t .
Im PISSED !
3alya : jarby 9oob 3ziz w btshoofeen fahma !
I said calmly : mta ra7 ttrkeen 7arakat el mayhal ! uh kbray shwy ! ,t5r3a ench etzwjteeh !
Mu shayfa 5air eb 7yatch ?
3alya : umbeeh mskeena mn8ahra
She was right
Me : im so not , ana mu mthlch ma atmna el 5air 7g el nas
I lied . I wanted them both dead
3alya : huh .
She left the room .

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