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Well , after what happened to reemas we immediately informed the police , faisal and his friends are now in jail , sa7ar and samar , kept calling reemas and thritining her , noor apologized instead of her brother but reemas didn’t accept her apology , we changed our numbers so they cant get in touch with all of us anymore .

And of course , reemas is a twenty years old divorced woman .

Days past by so fast . I'd visit my father and brother everyday , I finished finals and tommorw I will receive my certificate .

And , its just two weeks away from my wedding . im so nervous.

It's 8:05 in the morning , my sleepy head got disturbed by the annoying iphone ringtone.

Thary with sleepy voice : y3ni ma t5leena nnam mobilch klah yrn

Me : uff yeebah .

He handed me my mobile , it was dad

I got up : alo

Baba : hala rana

Me : hala yuba , shloonk

Baba : tmam yuba , enzain rana enty nayma?

Me : la twi ga3da

Baba : 3ayal t3aly el bait 3ndy wyach mw6'oo3

Me : shnu gool

Baba : t3aly w t3rfeen

Me : ok

Baba : m3a ilsalama

Me : bye

I hung up and threw my phone on the bed , it accedintaly threw it self on thary ana shswy

-___- this sounds stupid .

Thary : aaaa5 shfeech

Me : omg srry ma kan 89dyy .

He looked like a clown , his hair is in a complete mess , holding his head from the pain , I couldn’t help but laugh my stomach out .

Thary : 6aa3 hay , ti6'7ak ba3ad , mm lakan ana , awreech .

He threw a pillow on me as I ran to the bathroom.

 I did my things , I took a fast shower , I wore my olina rolled-sleeve max azira grey shirt dress , straightened my hair and wore my guess palbani sandals .

I picked my handbag and went down .

Layla and reemas were in the kitched , I didn’t see them but layla saw me walking towards the door .

Layla : la salam wala shay seeda bt6l3een rano

I took backsteps and saw them

Me : oh sorry ma chftkum , inzain 9ba7 el5air :P

Both : 9ba7 elnoor

Reemas : 6al3a

Me : ee broo7 achoof ubooy shyby w bga6'y chm mshwar

Layla : t7mly broo7ch

Me : ok , bbye

I went out , took the car and went to my dad's

My brothers were sleeping as usual .

That’s not what caught my eyes .

Me : sala..

I stopped talking and my jaw dropped when I saw my mother . she looked nervous . weak m she looked like she needed something . her sparkly blue eyes are no more sparkling , her hair lost the life . her skin is more pale than ever.

Me : MAMA !!!

Dad : rana ,, t3aly, sm3eena bl awl

Me : asm3kum ?? w laish tbuni asm3kum !!

I looked at my mum . I was angry : enty shtsween hny shtbeen !! 3gb ma t5laity 3anna w r7ty tzwjty , yaya bkl guwayat 3youn !

She turned to me and stood up , her eyes were full of tears , he voice was angry and cracky at the same time : rana aana umchh !! mu mn 7gch t7acheeni ch4y

I walked towards her : MU MN 7GY !!?? LA MN 7GY W N9 .. ENTY ELLY MU MN 7GCH TT5ALAIN 3NA W E7NA N7TAJCH , W T3EESHEEN EB BALAD THANY W TTZWJEEN W TYEEBEEN 3YAL .. W FOG KL HATHA TNSAIN 3YALICH ? TNSAIN BNTCH ?? GOLLYYY LY MN 7GCH .

I cried . its like the leftovers of the horrible past came back and been thrown on me . I felt like beating my own mother.

Dad : RANAAA GLT LCH G3DYY.

I sat down , I covered my forehead with my hands and I cried .

Dad : rana , I know ench t7tajain umch , w ehya yaya t9l7 kl shy , umch enty tdreen sh9ar feeha

Me : I DON’T CARE .. EHYA TDRY SH9AAAR FEENA A!!!

Dad : RANA . umch te6algt w a54u mnha 3yaalha .. ay glb byt7ml hatha ?

Me : AH ! AY GLB ?? GLBHA EHYA .. ATW83 3ADY 3INDIHA , DAMHA T5LAT 3ANNA BKL BROOD , MA ATW83 ENNA GLBHA B3WRHA 3ALA HATHAILAH !

My mum stood up , slapped my face : ANA UMCH E7TRMY NFSCH .

I stood up and pushed her from my way : W5RAAY .. LA TJEESEENI ENTY MU UMY LA LCH 7G 3ALAY . AKRHCHHHHH AKRHCHHH !!

Mum : ranaa waain

Me : JAHAANNAAM

I slammed the door behind me and got into the car , I threw my bag and starting beating everything infront of me .

Why is this happening , why did she come now and ruin my life again.

Why !!!

I didn’t even listen to them .

What do they both want .

I opened the door and went to them again .

Me : shtboon

Baba : we're getting married again . today . w hatha 8rar neha2y .

Me : bs ?! bkl bsa6a ?? well . enjoy your life . ana b3eesh m3a zoojy w maly sh3'l feekm . kl shy t8rrronah wlaa k2nah ly wjub eb 7yatkm . UGH !!

Mama : y3ni mu hay elly entu tboonah

Me : LAA !! ANA MA ABEECH

My mum looked at dad : rana la t8llen adab.

Me : ana ma 3ndy um . tby ttzwjha tezawjha ana ma ly sh3'l . m3a elsalama

Baba : l7tha !! waain

I closed the door , went to my car and drove to thary's house .

No one was downstairs . I ran to thary's room . he was working on his laptop . when he saw my red face and the eyeliner all over my cheeks , he stopped

Thary : shfeech .

Me : tharyyy

I cried and hugged him . I told him what happened , he tried to calm me down but he couldn’t . I lost my mother and I didn’t want to lose them both . now I hated them . I lost them both .

I locked my self in the room not wanting to see anyone , layla called us for lunch but I rejected to eat anything . thary brought my plate to the room but I didn’t want to eat . I just wanted to be alone . this ruined my life . everytime everything works out , something pops and ruins everything , I hated this , first I lost my grandmother , then I lost my mum , my parents divorced , then im engaged  but I didn’t want thary , I fought with my father and he hated what I did , I had an accident , lost aziz , then 3alya showed up , and when I was done with 3alya sa7ar showed up , and when I got rid of her , this stupid thing appeared to be a fact in my life that I have to accept wether I like it or not !

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I woke up next morning sleeping on the bed and thary on the couch .

I can never be mad from a guy like him . he's my other half .

I smiled , I got up and did my things silently . I changed into my white leggings and simple long black blouse , wore my abaya , I want in the mood for wearing something .. 

I just pony-tailed my hair , took my books and stuff and went to university .

I had three classes today , I came back home in the afternoon . I was tired and hungry .

Thary and layla were in the living room

Me : salam

They replied : 3laik ilsalam

Thary : shloon el jam3a elyoom ?

Me : ok .. ent ma 3ndk sh3'l ?

Thary : la ma54 ejaza

Me : layla ana yoo3ana moot fy 3'ada ?

Layla : ee 7ta thary ma te3'ada gal byn6rch

I smiled : zain broo7 abdl mlabsy w bnzl

Thary : ok

I ran upstairs , I took a fast warm shower . I didn’t even had time to dry my hair . I wore the coldest thing I found in my closet , the short light pink jumpsuit and I ran downstairs again .

Thary saw me . we went to the kitchen , our plates were ready we sat on the table . we stayed silent . I wanted to break the slinece .

Me : thary

Thary : n3m

Me : im sorry for what I did last night

Thary : la mu mshkla , a9lan ana el 3'l6an elly sm3t mn sa7ar

Me : te9afaina ?

Thary : w ana agdr ma asam7ch ?

I smiled ..

Thary : bs hay elly t4raf tst7y w bas

I laughed : la shkuu

Thary : so meta tt5rjain ?

Me : b3d our wedding  :P . next week we'll start finals

Thary : allah ywfgch .

We stayed with layla watching tv and chatting , suddenly , the door opened with the strongest hands ever . chna 7aramy 6ab 3aliana!

I all stood up in a shock .

It was reemas.

She looked like a mess , she was freaked , scared , beaten and crying her eyes out .

We all shouted : reeemaas !!

Me and thary ran to her , layla just froze mn ellly chaftah . I think she couldn’t move !

Me : reemaas shfeech

Reemas was crying : 6a .. 6gaaanii  maaa byy wdoooni la t2doooni ma abeeh yumaa aby layla

I couldn’t understand a thing ..

Thary : reem hdyy w gooly shfeech

She calmed a little bit

Thary shouted : mnu mswy feech chyy !!!

Me : thary shwy shwyy 3alaa el bnt ma tshoof 7alat'ha wii !!

I led her to the chair next to layla . layla was In a serious shock .. she never saw reemas like this

Layla : yyeeb ,, thary yy .. yeeb lha may

Thary ran to the kitchen and brought water , reemas drank and stopped crying .

We all sat and waited for her to speak

I think enha kanat mst7ya mn u5ooha

Reemas : rana by a7acheech broo7ich ..

Me : ok 7bebty t3aly ..

I led her to the kitchen and closed the door behind us .

Reemas : fa.. faisal .. yt3a6a

I raised my voice : SHNOO !!!!

Reemas started crying again ,

I sat next to her  : shhh bss 7beebty gooly la tbcheen

Reemas : rana .. ra.. wdainyy sh8aa … klha awaadm nfsah .. 6gooni .. kanaw sikara , w yshrboon w w w yt3a6oion 6goooni ranaaa 6goony 7awilaw..

She threw her head on my chest and cryed loud , she was holding me tightly

Reemas : RANA 7AWLAW Y3'TA9BUNII

My voice was cracky .. I was going to cry ! but I stayed strong : shnu !!

Reemas : bs ana rekath't walla ma jasooni waalaaah ma swu feeni shy 9dgooni adry ma raa7 t9dgoon w ra7 tg6oon el3'ala6 3alay adryy

Me : shhh la mn gal ! e7na wallah lanjrjrhum lay el m7akim bss 7beebty eshh

Reemas : 6lgoooni

She cried .

And cried . until she slept .

I told thary and layla everything

Layla was falling apart .

Thary was ANGRY I swore he could've killed faisal If he was infront of him. 

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I looked around the hall and I found their table , the three of them was sitting together and chewing gum like bitches , not helping . wjudhum w 3adamh wa7d .

Noor noticed me walking towards them , I had a big fake smile on my face .

I reached there and unlocked my phone

Me : lma nsait my phone fy a7d dag 3alay ??

Samar : sh89dch

Uhh wai3

Me : ma 89dy shay bas as2al

Sa7ar .. w bkl guwayat 3yoon : ee 56eebch dag w ana rdait , nadaitch ma sm3teeni a5ly el ryal yn6r

I got really mad : sm3eeni .. enty shgayla 7g thary 3ashan ma t5leenah yrd 3alay .. haa !! , w b2ay 7ag trdeen 3ala mobiley ?

She stood : walah ana ma glt lah shay .. choofy entay shmswya

Me : CHUB !! gwyaat 3ain .. wallah lwreech.

I walked and went to layla ..

Layla : shfeech m3ahm

Me : la wala shy

Layla : shnu walashy 9ootch we9al 3ndy !!

I told her everything

Layla : waayy !! hay mn bedayat'ha !!! anaa lazm a74r reemas mnhum !!

Me : la arjooch mu al7een la t5trb fr7t'ha eb sbbty

Layla : shoorch w hdayt allah ..

6ool el wagt I kept calling him wanting to explain ma kan yrd ,, until they announced that the bride and groom will enter , I sat with layla waiting for them to enter ..

Faisal and reemas entered the hall , 3alya and sara came and sat with us , nunu ma kan leha mazaj etyy 7fla .

Faisal was wearing black suit , with a red necktie .

Really reemas was very beautiful . she owned the night . I can see el 78d elly b3yoon 5awat faisal 3ala reemas , bas uhwa 3ala neyatah .. ma y3rf eb 5abathat 5watah .

We got up as everyone did to greet the . then they announced that the brother of the bride and her father , the groom's father will enter . everyone left so early , bs not the close ones , the close ones stayed ..

When they entered , my eyes immediately searched for thary .. when I found him , he was looking at me and I can see the anger in his eyes . what have I done !! why is he so mad !!

Layla took me wyaha 3l msr7 3shan nslm . thary was ignoring me . I was going to cry ! why is he doing that ,, y3ni ana ma theba7t a7d mn ahalah !!

Reemas noticed .. I was standing next to her

Reemas : shfeekm

Me: s2ly ukhooch ..

Thary came and hugged his sister

Thary : mbrook yal f93ona ! allay ehaneech ya e5ty !!

Reemas whispered in his ears : shfeek wya rana ?

He didn’t answer her , she looked at me like .. ishfeeh hay !!

The night was over and I was really upset , at 3:00 am I got out from the hotel and went home . not my actuall home , the home I practically live in . layla was with me .

I took of my shoes as I went upstairs , my feet t7alalw.

I garbbed the keys from my purse and opened thary's room door , it was already opened . and thary was watching the game .

Me : salam

Thary : 3leekm el slam

He didn’t even look at me when he replied . well thanks god he replied !

I sat next to him : laish ma tklmni ??

Thary : mu hay elly tbeenah .

He looked at me . I was about to cry cuz I had enough !! ,a akhal9 mn mushkla ella 6el3at ly w7da thanya

Me : mnuu gal !!

Thary : sa7ar

Me : n3m !! w bkl the8a !! t9dgah w ma t9dg mrtk !!

I explained every thing . thary looked so sorry

Thary side hugged me : wallah sorry lo knt adri ma swait elly swaitah .

I took his hand off of me and said : you're not

Thary : shnu !!

Me : b3d kl hatha bas soryy !!

Thary : shtbeeni aswy aboos reelch !!

I forze : la mshkoor .

I went to the bathroom and slammed the door . he came and knocked , called my name , but I just ignored .

I washed my face and removed my makeup . I looked at my self and I thought .

Why is this happening .

Why is my luck so bad .

WHY !!

I WANNA DIE !!

I opened the door and and thary catched me . I pushed him away , changed into my pj's , took my pillow and the blanket and slept on the couch . I didn’t even talk to him or look at him .

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Me : so?? Will he marry you ??

Reemas looked nervous : ra7 yt9l eb ubooy today .. w ana khayfa !

Aah thanks god

Me : laish ! uhwa ra7 ydsh mn el bab laish enty 5ayfa !

Reemas : akhaf yhwn w taly yf6'7ni

Me : la la tgooleen , ma ra7 y9eer shy chy

I changed the topic : soo te7achy 3nah ?

Reemas :  well , esmah faisal al xxx , 3mrah 28 mthl thary , he's tall , muscular body , yt3'l muhandis , 3ndh 3 sisters , sa7ar , samar and noor , I haven’t meet them yet bs uhwa gal ly 3nhum , ubooh mtwafy w umah mtzwja , ryl umah rayyal wayed 6yb .

Her phone disturbed , she looked at her bb screen then looked at me

Me : shnw ?

Reemas : uhwa !

Me : rdday

reemas cleared her throat :

alo

hala

tmam w ent

7mdllah

Gool

Shnuu

Gool faisal !

Shnuuu !!

Wallah !!

Omgg el7mdlah !!

Okay

Bye.

Reemas : RANA UBOOY GAL TA3AL BAITNA EL LAILA !!

Me : omgg thanks god chftay !

Reemas : ee

Me : mbdook mu8addaman reema :*

Reemas : yalla bnroo7 nbshr lwailaa!!

Me : tadry ???

Reemas : eee

Me : ah mnch hahahah

We arrived home and we told layla , she was very happy .

Her father called and told her yayeench 56a6eeb , so we have to get ready and prepare everything.

Thary came : salam

He hugged me and kissed my cheek .

I smiled : 3laikm el salam

Layla : w e7na ma lena rab

Thary : afa !

Me : umbeeh klla y3'eronn mny

Reemas joked : yoozay

Sh3ndkum t6b5oon –thary said .

Me : yayeen 56a6eeb 7g reemoo

Thary : weeh a5eeran bnftk mnha

Me : throoy 7aram 3laik bedal ma tgool allah ywfgha

Layla : 7beebty ryoom ma artha 3laih yala ethlf ent w mrtk 5lha nbeeha

Thary : afa zojty el 3zeeza ttrkeeni bru7ii

Me : hahaha la yalla roo7

                So we did everything and got ready . they arrived at 7:30 , I wore my jane norman dress , knee-length black skirt mshbooka m3a fushia sleevless blouse , and a black cardigan , swait sh3ri frg w applied makeup , y3ni I looked casual .

Reemas wore her beige dress over the knee and waved her hair . , layla lbsat dra3a very unique , maroon colour and she straightened her hair , applied makeup .

So , we sat and talked , reemas 6'ayefat'hum , she looked so shy , ehya w faisal emtan7een eb b36' K

I pinched her : umbeeh 5fy

Reemas : chbay

So they agreed enna they will get married next week  K

Wayed mst3yleen ..

Days past by , until the wedding day came , reemas was nervous and layla was crying like her own daughter is getting married !

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@salon :

Sa7ar , samar and noor were with us at the salon , well , b9ara7a ma ert7t lhum .. mu  mn el noou3 el 7bubeen , they always judge bdoon asas , w I don’t think they like reemas .

El kwaifairat kanw ysr7un sh3oorna ..

Reemas : rana akeed ra7 tkoon 7lwa el tsree7a !

Me : ee shfeech !

Reemas : madryy

Sa7ar : reemas wayd t5afeen

Yeah akeed bt5af uf !

I hated sa7ar the most , ymkn samar w noor ynbl3oon bas sa7ar . no freakin' way .

Me : akeed bt5af it's her wedding day

Sa7ar : ee bas MALAH da3y

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@salon :

Sa7ar , samar and noor were with us at the salon , well , b9ara7a ma ert7t lhum .. mu  mn el noou3 el 7bubeen , they always judge bdoon asas , w I don’t think they like reemas .

El kwaifairat kanw ysr7un sh3oorna ..

Reemas : rana akeed ra7 tkoon 7lwa el tsree7a !

Me : ee shfeech !

Reemas : madryy

Sa7ar : reemas wayd t5afeen

Yeah akeed bt5af uf !

I hated sa7ar the most , ymkn samar w noor ynbl3oon bas sa7ar . no freakin' way .

Me : akeed bt5af it's her wedding day

Sa7ar : ee bas MALAH da3y

I just ignored .

So , ana swait sh3ry big waves since its short , w farg . reemas swu lha kuba w yabaw jdlat'ha jdam w el jz2 el 93'eer mn el jdla wdooh 3ala wara w 76u leha bruch.

Sa7ar , samar and noor thoo8hm wayed eww . so no need agool lkm shnu sww eb roo7hm

So , me and reemas r7na el make up room y75oon lna make-up . I forgot my phone 3la 6awla elly kanat jdami.

Sa7ar , samar and noor's side :

My phone rang

Samar : hathy nisat mobilha

Sa7ar : chofay mn dag ??

Samar looked at my phone

Then she looked at sa7ar .

Sa7ar : thaary !! wee brd 5lha mu lazm t3rf

Samar : umbaih 3aib el ryal mtzwj

Sa7ar frownd : w ana elly el mfroo6' akoon zojtah . ana mnzman dash fy baly

Samar : sa7aar umbaaaaih !! enty mta chfteeh !!

Sa7ar : mra chftah w wayd en3ijabt feeh . w lma 3rft ena hay el s3lwa reemas e5tah glt fr9ty ! bs uho mtzwj w ana adry enna mu mtzwjha 3an 7ub .. so 3ady

Samar : entyy yannatay !!

Sa7ar : chub :@

She answered my phone after one missed call.

Sa7ar : aloo

Thary : wainch ma trdd.. umm .. l7tha mnu wyyay ?

Sa7ar : ana sa7ar e5t faisal

Thary : ee hala wallah .. wain rana ?

Sa7ar : ee rana galat enha ma tby trd 3laik .. w meshat ra7at t76 makeup .. bs ma a3rf laish

Samar looked at her while her eyes opened wide and her jaw dropped

Thary : n3m ?? w laish ballah ?

Sa7ar : ee glt lk ma a3rf !

Thary : 5air enshallah , m3a el slama

Sa7ar : bbye

She hung up

Samar : ENTYY LAA YNAYTY RASMI !

I realized that i forgot my mobile there .

Me : uhh wain mobilyy !!

Reemas : ma ybteeh wyach ?

me : la ma choofah ymkn nsaitah !

Reemas : bgoom ayeebah

Me : laa shnu 5lch ana bgool already bagy bas blush w lipstick

I got up , went there and took my phone .

I checked if there's a missed call from thary , there was a received call and a missed call , ma 76ait baly 7g el received call . wala the time , I just called him back

He didn’t answer . I called 3 times and he didn’t answer !

Me : ryoom 36eeni mobilech thary mu ga3d yrd 3alay madry shfeeh :S

Reemas : akahwa eb jn6ty

Me : ok

I called thary from her mobile

He didn’t answer too.

I was really scared

Me : hm ma yrd !!

Reemas : yamkn msh3'ool 3ady

Me : bas ana 5ayfa

Reemas : la la ma feeh shy ..

I was nervous all the time . I texted him but he didn’t text me back .. have I done anything wrong !?

We finished applying make up w kl shay , we took our stuff and went to the hotel . I was with reemas in her room helping her , I wore a dark long purple dress with one shoulder , with golden earings and I wore my golden braclet and Gucci watch . and my golden loubitoun shoes .

Reemas's dress was amazing ! designed by chanel , it was long pure white with a nice cut under the chest , big black bow , it was amazing .

She looked like a princess .

Me : ya m7lach .. allah yhneech 7beebty ..

I hugged her , then went downstairs with layla helping her wya el mi3azeem .

I checked my phone and noticed the recived call .

It was at 7:58

Lma kan mobily bl3'rfa el thanya .. elly feeha samar , sa7ar and noor .

M3goola wa7da mnhum rddat 3ala mobily !

Shgalow 7g thary ella m6g3 ly chy !!

Oh god !

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Me : thary . ah , haa

I woke up .

It was just a DREAM !!

Nightmare !!

Aaah thankxxx god

Thary is awake . he was wearing his t-shirt . he noticed that I was awake and freaked : shfeech baba

Me : la wala shy bs bad dream

Thary : ya laitah yani wala yach

                Days past by so fast , I had so much fun , finally 3alya realized that everything is over , she grew up and apologized for everything she did . we became friends but I kept red lines between us , just in case , thary was happy for this and he supported me , but aziz , he's not over this yet and I can see that , I can tell from his eyes that he hates and loves me .

My dad , my brothers , reemas and layla  was there for me and thary at the airport . and mrt 3mi and nunu was there for 3alya and aziz .

I saw my family : thary akahma , yalla bye 3alya wayd estanasna weyakm , we hugged good bye and separated , I could see my uncle's wife jaw falls to the ground when she saw me saying goodbye to 3alya .

We waved to our families as we walked towards them . finally , we're there

Me : babaa !!

I hugged all of them .

Reemas : w7shtuunaa wallah lkum fayya !!

I smiled : w enty b3d w7shteenah !

Thary was holding my hand .it was cute , I always wanted a husband who hugs me when I cry , be there for me when I need him , hold my hands , kiss my forehead , recpects me , and the most important thing is to accept me as I am . thary is the one .

Layla : haa shybtuli mn paris ?

Thary : bu6ul feeh hawa mn hnaak hahahah

Layla : shd3wa !!

Me : ma 3laich mna ana ybt lch loubitouns a3rfch t7beenhm

Layla : fdeetch waayd chnntyy waay

I laughed .

Reemas : w anaa ma ly rab

Me : la walllah entyy lch el7asheema , 3ad mu ana elly yayba lch thary yayb lch mkyaj mal YSL bs mn e5tyary :P

Reemas : amoot fy hal brand thanxx

Me : welcome .

7mood : etyeebeen lhum w e7na ma tyeeben lna , lakn ubooy ma y7acheech

Layla : hahahha shd3wa 7beeby akeed yabat lkum 9a7 rana ?

Me : ee ybt lkum souvenirs

A7md : good 3shan akml my collection B)

We all laughed

Times like this filled with joy .. aah how I love them .

Baba : rana btroo7een bait rylch ?

Me : la baba byy el bait waray jam3a bachr

Thary : asm3 tara

I looked at him like -___-

He laughed : enzain roo7ay.

My dad drove to our house , aah I missed my room w kl shay feeha !

I changed into my pj's and slept.

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP .

Ahh the stupid alarm , each day I wake up on the stupid noisy alarm and change my clothes and go to the university . I got my first diploma in visual design and now it's summer .

I was watching tv with reemass . my phone rang .

Tharyy  calling .

I answered : hala

Thary : 7yaty

Me : tedallal

Thary : I have the best surprise

Me : gool :P

Thary : we are getting married at the end of this summer . I'll make you the biggest party ever w every one will talk about it :D

Ha !

Im not ready for marriage yet !

I faked being happy : 9jj !! waiting for our day , bekoon taree5 cham ?

Thary : 9-9

Me : cutee

Thary : I know , yalla m3a elsalam 3ndna ejtima3

Me : ok bbye

Thary : bye

I hung up .

I thought about it ,

Im getting married . im getting married .

Finally I said it out loud : reemaaas im getting married

Reemas shouted w yabbebat w kl shy : allaaaay finally 8rrtaw mtaaa allaaay raanaaa

Me : 9-9

Reemas : allaaay broo7 agoooool 7g mrt uboooooy .

I received a text from my dad : mabrook my beloved daughter .

I replied : thanks a7la baba

I went to thary's room which is practically our room , I took a shower and wore my orange cotton  summer dress . swait sh3ry ponytail  and I went to reemas room.

Fy hal fatra sh3ry 6uwal so r7t el 9aloon y3dloonah ly , I cut it one layer till my shoulder bones . w tmait a9b3'a mthl el loon "blone " cuz thary likes it better than light brown .

I knocked

Reemas : dsh

I entered : tyeen wyyay ?

Reemas : wain

Me : madry ya 3ala baly a6l3 :P , maybe nroo7 pinkberry ?

Reemas : ok ba3'yr thyaby w byeech .

Layla heard us : haa wain hayteen

Me : bnroo7 pinkberry btyeen ?

Layla : wai3 ana ma a7bh

I laughed : bl3aks ok

Layla : la la ana maby entu roo7oo 3laikm bl3afya !

Me : allah y3afeech .

Reemas got ready and we took her car and drove to pink berry .

We sat on  a table , I got up to order

Me : shno tbeen

Reemas : pomegranate without toppings

Me : ok

El mkan kan wayd z7ma , I waited 15 mins in the line , and I got our order w r7t 3ala el 6awla.

Reemas : so our happy

Me : akeed ! ur brothers is perfect

Reemas : uumm

Me : te7achay

Reemas : ana a7b !

No reemas ! don’t make the same mistake I did 

chapter 31

We arrived to the hotel late , and we were very tired .

I changed into my pj's and I sat on the bed . thary sat next to me , he was looking my eyes .

He pulled his face closer to mine , he was going to kiss me , I backed off .

I wasn’t ready , I don’t know why !

He looked down , he was pissed of my attitude  : do you really love me , I mean , is it from ur heart ?!

Yes it was from my heart . I loved him , I totally forgot about aziz

Me : akeed !!

Thary : so why when I try to kiss you or get near you you bck off

Me : aa .. ana .. I dunno . im not ready yet !

Thary : im sorry then for disturbing you .

THARY ! YOU'RE SO PERFECT.

I kissed his cheek so fast and slept .

I couldn’t feel him moving , I think he was shocked .

I turned and looked at him . chna em7n6 mukanah

I laughed .

Day 2 :

I woke up from the noisy knocks on the door .

I got up and went to see who is it , I looked through the whole in the door , it was one of the staff .

I opened the door : yes ?

The employee : this is for mr.thary

He handed me a small red box

I looked at it awkwardly

Me : from who ?

The employee : secret admirer the woman told me

Me : what ?

I slammed the door and opened the box

A paper fell , I red it .

عزيزي ظاري ..

هذي هي كل سوايا مرتك اللي شاد الظهر فيها ؟

تحاول تخرب بيني و بين عزيز !

امسكها احسن لك .. و الا انه اتصرف معاها !

تدري انها يت أمس بالليل تبي تكلم عزيز ؟

و انت المسكين اللي على نواياك نايم و ما تدري بسواياها !

ابسببها عزيز طقاني !

لي متى يعني ؟

متى بتظل عايشة في هالوهم , عزيز ريال متزوج يعني ما يصير جذي !

انه صراحة تعبت منها . ارجوك تتصرف معاها

3ALLLYAA THAT BITCH !!

I sat on the floor , looking at the paper , looking at these written lies !

I couldn’t help but cry . thary woke up . I wiped my tears and got up , head the paper behind my back

Thary : 9aba7 el ..

He couldn’t finish what he was going to say . I slammed the bathroom door .

Thary knocked , he was scared : 7beebtyy feech shay ??!!

Me : la mako

Thary : 3yal laish ch4y .

Me : I wanna go back . ma aby ag3d hny 5ala9 !!

I opened the door and gave him the letter .

He was shocked . he hugged me

I cried : hal ensana ma bt5leeni a3eesh 7yaty ! ra7 et3yshny chy lal2abad ! ana w7da te3abt mnha !! 5ala9 mabii

Thary : shh ana at9rf

Me : shnu btswy !

I want to go back

I wish I never came here . I knew this would happen

Thary said that we will go back , I washed up and changed to my skinny blue jeans and my Burberry shirt .

Thary : ana bwdy hal resala 7g 3ziz

I stopped him : la , Im the one who must do this , I'll have to face them now or later .

Thary hugged me : ok be carful

I kissed his cheek and left the room . I was walking in the hallway towards aziz and 3alya's room . I hit aziz accedintly

Aziz : rana!

I hit him like the first time I fell for him .

Me : good , you're here .. I have something to give u .

Aziz looked around him and grabbed me immediately to the cleaner's room , he turned on the light and pushed me to the door , his body was glued to mine .the paper fell next to the door outside . I tried to push him away but I couldn’t , he was way stronger than me .

His voice tone was sad : rana I want you back

Me : you're the one who married 3alya , I moved on and its over , leave me aziz !

I tried to get loose but I couldn’t

Aziz tried to kiss me , his lips touched mine a bit . no . im not going to let this happen , after I forgot about him .

I moved my face , he pushed me harder

I cried : aziz im married

Aziz : and so do i

Me : plzz etrkni

I tried to get red of him , get loose in anyway , I couldn’t , he forced me to kiss him . I was crying my eyes out . I don’t want this , I don’t want him , I hate him .

Suddenly , someone opened the door .

Aziz let go of me

Thary : RANA !!! INTY SHTSWEEN HNY .

I was crying : thaary I can explain plzz listen

Thary : explain what ! you're kissing him

Me : thaary esm3ni arjook he forced me I tried to push him ma gedart thar..

Thary : WALA KELMA !

Im dead , my life is forever ruined .

chapter 30

Day-1

I woke up and thary was still sleeping . I didn’t wake him up byag3d broo7ah b3dain shyfkny mn 3fsitah .

I did my things . I changed to my blue jeans shorts and my light purple short puffy sleeves blouse .

I wore my converse sneakers and my simple cross-body black bag .

Thary woke up : good morning sweetyy

Me : good morning yalla goome bnt25r 3ala el cruise !

Thary got up , went to the bathroom , then he wore his v-neck grey-green t-shirt and his white shorts .

His hair was messy in a hot way as usual , and as usual he loves to mess with my hair .

He messed with my hair .

Me : THAARYYYY LAAA

I combed my hair again . thary laughed

Thary : a7b a6frch ahhahahaa

Me : uff wallah la tswyy lyy chyy

I hit him .

Thary laughed : bs-ch ma tshb3een mn zood ma t6geeni

Me : la

Someone knocked .

Thary : hay akeed aziz w 3alya , yalla comeon

Me : okay .

I applied my eyeliner and gloss and went out .

3alya was wearing a long summer dress and a cardigan . when I saw her I looked at my self and I felt like I was naked . oh well I don’t care as long as my fiancé didn’t say a thing .

The tour bus picked us up and took us to the bay as we waited for the boat that will take us to  sea trip then we will have dinner on a yacht .

The weather was very sunny . I can feel my skin burning even though I applied sun block .

Oh , well shms paris 3'air shms el 5aleej :P

Thary sang : o mrtyy bt9eer soda

I laughed : shakuu

Thary : la mu shku choofi wyhch eb y7trg w jsmch kla be9eeer fa7am

Me : ch4aab

3alya : labsat lna short y3ni esh ttw83 be9eer feeha .

I looked at her like non of your business ! uh wai3 ma at7mlha !

The boat came and we got in , the cruise was beautiful the sea made me feel so fresh , the water is very pure and clean . so it's getting dark and we are on the yacht . kl wa7d feeni 3ndah room w we sent some of our unique clothes their y3ni we're having dinner on a yacht mu 7lwa nroo7 chy .

I took a cold shower , I wore the dark slim fit simply silky dress that I bought from xoxo m very simple and unique , I straightened my hair , I did a simple style . a5tht el sh3r el g9eer w wdaitah 3ala wra w thbattah eb simple brush , I applied simple make up and wore my loubitoun heels .

Thary wore a tuxedo of course , we got out from our room w we went to the dining area ,

The waiter : hay sir , mam , do you have a reservation ?

Thary : yes . , name thary al xxxx

The waiter : yes table for four , here come with me please

The waiter led us to our table , it was next to the window , the romantic music made me feel relaxed bs I was pissed a bit .

Me : thary laish uhma wyana eb nafs el6awla !

Thary : rana arjooch . e7na yayeenm3a b36' y3ni fashla !

Me : okay okay

Thary : smile beautiful .

I laughed shyly : bs hay elly t3rfah .

Aziz and 3alya showed up , aalya was wearing a red short dress 9oolah foog rkbt'ha eb shwy , w kaan 7ddaah fit elly ychufha ygool emd5letah eb Vaseline , kanat emswya big waves w FULL make-up , aziz was wearing a tuxedo . she looked like a bitch . well , she's a bitch.

Kl el sahra kanat fake smiles fy fake smiles between me and 3alya bs thary and aziz kanaw okay mu mthlna .

3alya was wearing the exact same ring that aziz gave me , bedait ashk , ana kl shy shltah mn my bag w remaitah fy my clutch . I looked for the ring and I couldn’t find it . im 100% sure inna uhwa 3ndi , wain ra7 !

M3goola maddat yadha 3ala jn6ty bl ma6ar w 5a4tah !

I looked at it again

3alya : shfeech ?

Thary w 3ziz entbhaw lna

Me : la mako , ana broo7 el toilets

3alya : ana ba3ad .

We both got up , w9lna el toilets . 3alya took of the ring and threw it on the washing area .

3alya : shnu hatha

Me : enty b ay 7ag tmdeen yadch

3alya : ana mrtah . wallah etha grbty mn aziz lawareech .

Me : uff lai7een yahel . mta eb tkbreen ! ana w thary ra7 ntwj b3d hal sfra uff mnch .

I took the ring , opened the toilet room and flushed it .

She was shocked

3alya : ya3ni ma t7beenah !

Me : bsch la t3ysheen roo7ch eb 899a9 whmya ma lha m3na ana w 3ziz entihaainaa !!

6ela3t w I went to the table wala k2nah 9ayr shy , I think 3alya lai7een bl 7mmam tstw3b elly 9ar .

chapter 29

Its 20^th of the month , me and thary in starbucks elly bl m6ar , we we're chatting .

Suddenly thary slapped his forehead really hard

Me : shfeek !!

He was looking behind me

Me : eshfeek

Before he could say a thing , I turned around , I saw aziz and 3alya coming toward us .

Uhh they'll never leave us alone !

They didn’t look happy like we did

I looked at thary :htheelah shesawoon ?

Thary : nseet agool lch! 7ajzeen wyana , ana w aziz m566en

Me : SHNU !! LAISH MA GLT LY

Thary : hadday walla nseet.

Me : ok so what , bs int tdry enny akrah 3alya

Thary : srry 7yaty

I looked away : 3ady.

I was thinking of the ways that 3alya will try to ruin my life with .

Thary held my face gently to his side : z3ltay

Me : la

I lied actually , mo bas ze3alt , 39bt w enb6ait :@

Thary : inzain ebtsmay .

I couldn’t  help it , kl shay feeh y5leeni abtsm.

I smiled

I heard them

3alya : hala

3ziz : salam

Thary stood : 3laaikm el slaam shloonkm

I didn’t even bother greeting , I just looked throw my whatsapp chats .

Thary : tf6'lw.

3alya : la ana w 3ziz bng3d broo7na eb 6awla

I was pissed . thary's eyes were begging me to calm.

I stood : choofy , kabry 3glch tara e7na mb yahal , ya 7safa mra shkbrch mtzwja w laih al7een tsween hal 7arakt ! fy elly my y7f6'ch

Aziz : rana 7sny esloobch

Naa3aam !!

Thary : baas sktw swu elly yry7kum rana emshay .

He grabbed my hand and pulled me.

We sat on the waiting chairs next to our flight gate .

I realized that I forgot my purse .

Me : thary .

He just looked at me and didn’t reply , he was upset about what happened at starbucks

Me : thaary !

He didn’t reply

I frowned : hathy bedayat'ha .

I got up and headed to starbucks , w uhwa ma 7rk sakn . shklah 9j m3a9ib !

I saw my purse on the table . thanks god m7d 54ha.

I grabbed it and went back

Thary klmny bdoon nafs : wain r7tay

Me : a54 jn6ty

I was looking at the ground

Thary : choofeeni lma a7achech .

Ouch , it was harsh

Me : thary la tswy ly chy arjook !

Thary : etha kabbarty 3glch w 5alaity hal r7la tm6'y 3ala 5air b3dl esloobi

Me : aha ! bra7tk .

I took my earphones and played music.

Adele – someone like you

Adele – set fire to the rain

Rihanna – love the way you lie part two

Bruno mars – just the way you are .

I felt like my eyes popping, the song that aziz sang to me. I immediately turned off the music and removed my earphones .

I deleted that song , and looked up threw the other songs if there was another song that aziz dedicated to me .

Thary noticed my nervousness . he didn’t speak . mu mn 9jah lai7een m39b !

Me  : thary lai7een m39b

STOP IGNORING ME !

Thary : goomy nadw 3ala r7ltna

We got up , swaini kl shy t3rfoon el ejra2at 3shan ndsh el 6yara , w9lan our seats bl first class.

We were sitting next to the window , ana bl27ra yam el dresha w thary next to me

I looked at him . I made a puppy face : im sorry

He smiled : la t3eedeenha la t5leenha t5rb 7yatna.

I threw my head on his shoulder  : okay .

We9alna el ma6ar w we found a taxi w re7na our hotel Hyatt Regency Paris .

Our room has a beautiful view of Eiffel tower .

Me : WOW ! the view is amazing thary !!

He came towards me : ee adry ana gayl lhm

Me : amazing wallah t3rf t5tar .

We unpacked our things , and I arranged everything.

Me : uff thary ana t3bana w ent tg66 hdumk iff 76hum blkabt !

Thary : ma a3rf ana

Me : shkbrk ma t3rf

Thary : ee

I finished arranging everything and threw my self next to thary and slept

We woke up next morning.