chapter 15

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Me : aziz wain ray7een ?

Aziz : shaleh

Me : what , bs me and you ! la maby

Aziz : oh yallashbe9eer y3ni ma7ad byaklna

Me : la la maby

Aziz : kaho we9alna nrd nerja3 y3ni

Me : ee

Aziz : stubborn !

Me : aziiz

He didn’t listen , he insisted 3ala el shaleh , I was scared that something will happen , itha 9ar shy I won't forgive myself, 

I don’t want that

My heart wants it

Ur a bitch rana

No im not

Ma be99er shay . that's what I was convincing my self

Aziz : yalla ma tbeen tnzleen

Me : ma ,, madry . im scared

He came to me , opened the door and held my hands . he kissed 'em

"trust me , ana a3rf shmnah 5ayfa . wllah ma bswy feech shy"

Knt mtrdda , bs then I decided eny banzel 

" o.. okay"

Kan fy big villa , big private pool , and a beautiful view by the sea

Me : WOW

Aziz : I told u so !

He put his hands over my shoulders , we sat down by the sea , I took of my sneakers and buried my feet into the soft warm sand

Me : thanks 3ziz , I really needed this .

Aziz : I know

The weather was getting cold , the wind getting stronger , my hair was flying , it disturbed me , but it was romantic . hehehe

Aziz took his hand slowly and took my hair behind my ear , his touch was gentle , I looked at him , we kept looking at each other .

No.

Yes .

NO !

His face came closer to mine , I don’t know what was I thinking . im stupid .  im a bitch.

Im just like them

Im not different

Ana 5ayna

Ana 3'bya mu mtrbya.

Our faces was getting closer and closer , I closed my eyes while his lips touched mine.

We kissed.

:S

I felt like I was dreaming , I wanted more and more , we both couldn’t stop .

Suddenly , I pushed him

My voice got cracky , I was shocked : you promised .

I took my shoes and my mobile and ran to the car , it was getting dark

Aziz : raaanaa

I was thinking in the car.

Im a bitch , now for real , entay bitch !

Why did you trust him

I should be dead by now.

We kissed ,

Ma a9dg

Im dreaming

Someone kill me now 

chapter 14

I woke up next morning , sleeping on the couch and aziz was sitting next to me ,  el mskeen nam w uhwa yals , a7s his next eb ttksr , I could feel the pain in my eyes mn elbechy .

Aziz kan naym , I didn’t want to wake him up , bs rasah 5feef.

Aziz : 9ba7 el 5air , entay a7san ?!

I had flashbacks from what happened last night . I'm not okay.

" a7san" I lied.

" yalla ana broo7 dary , tbeen shy ?"

"la "

He got up and kissed my forehead and went to his room . a3shgah !

I went to the bathroom , I looked at myself in the mirror . wow , I look like a monster , my hair is a complete mess , my eyes metnf5een w redish , me eyeliner and mascara all over my cheeks ,how could aziz look at me , ma 5af !

I did my things and changed into my black skinny leggings and half-thigh length dark grey v-neck blouse . I pony-tailed my hair w lebast black head band

Nunu was sleeping , tears were dry on her cheeks ,

I woke her up gently with a soft smile , I tried to be very strong

"nuunu"

Shega3dha ! I changed my mind and went out , I saw 3ziz ready to go somewhere

Me with a low voice : 3ziz ? wain ?

He turned and looked at me , he came to me

" wala mukan , knt broo7 af6r"

"umm bes u look like ur going somewhere"

He laughed " la shaku , w a5leech broo7ch , makuun ryyal"

I hugged him tightly , I loved him .

Before we heard steps on the stairs , we let go of eachother , it was 3mi ..

3mi : rana .. 3them allah ajrch

I teared : w ajrk

3mi : la tbcheen , hatha 8atha2 w 8adar , bla2 knla nebtly feeh , bes 7bebty ..

I stopped , as I said , im trying to be strong

Me : akeed ..

3mi looked at 3ziz : elyoom we're gonna special treat ranooy , e5th'ha mukan ttwns .

3ziz smiled , a big one : akeed yuba ..

3mi : yalla ana baroo7 mktby 3nday sh3'l wayd

He went to his office , close the curtains on the office's glass door .

Aziz smiled : sm3tay ubooy ! entay elyoom bas 7ggy . yallah go change

I didn’t want to , bs I want to change nfseety ,, so I said ok.

Aziz : lbsy shy simple , y3ni mu tlbseen mlabs mulat w chy ..

Me : laish ?

Aziz : sm3y klamy w bs

I entered nunu's room , still nayma , wy3a thy ma tshba3.

I changed into my denim jeggings and wore my juicy light pink tank-top

I wore my black converse sneakers , didn’t apply make up , flait sh3ry w swait ly farg , my hair was natural , not over straightened and not over waved.

Aziz said : you look beautiful in every way .

I smiled , little laughed : hh thnx 3ziz.

We jumped into his white range rover , he started driving , kna 3ala el highway ,  aziz turned on the radio , it was a song by Bruno mars – just the way you are . he turned up the volume and started singing.

He said " a7b hal e3'nya"

I laughed , he's crazy ..

He started singing with Bruno : oh her eyes her eyes make the stars look like they're not shining .. her hair hair falls perfectly with out her trying."

Aziz " this is for you "

He looked so happy , smiling , mn wain 6al3a el shms

Me : hhh 3zizz , killish la

I lied , well , everyone says that im pretty , my blue eyes and light brown hair matches perfectly . adry btgulun m3'rura , hehehe.

Aziz : YOU'RE SO BEAUTIFUL . a7bch amootch wallah .

I couldn’t help but laugh , he switched to his flash memory and said : this song wllah is for u..

Ana mu teenager bas wlah this songs reminds me of you .

Aw , cute

It was 1D's song , stole my heart . CUTE ! I LOVE THIS BAND .

Me : Aww ,, thnkss 3ziiz !

Aziz : gooly t7beeni

me : t7beeni :p

aziz : haha wayd tnakteen

me : enzain a7bk

aziz : w ana amoot feech !

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chapter 13

The waitress took us to our table , I sat , I was looking throw the window , kant t6l 3ala el parks elly wra el m63m , a man looked like aziz was smoking the . could it be him !

No , aziz my ysweeha , but I had to check..

Me : nunu broo7 w byy

Nunu : t5leeni broo7y !

Me : nunu dgeega bas !

Nunu :enzain

I went outside , I headed to the back parking lots , the man was giving me his back , I he's wearing the same grey shirt and jeans .aziz !

Me : aziz !

He threw something on the floor , I didn’t see it . he turned around , it was him . I came closer

Aziz : r . rana , shayaybch !!

me : aziz !! etd5n !!

aziz : la mn gal , ana mu gayl n6runi yay lkm , laish yaytay !

I looked at the ground , I saw his cigarette , ma kan m6feeha .

I came closer to him , like I was going to hug him , I smelled his clothes , he smells like he's swimming in a pool of smoke. I pushed him and backed off

Me : don’t lie to me . hay shnu 3la el arth , w ree7tk .. 3AZIIZ !!

Aziz : rana , srry rana plz liste..

Me : mabyyy asm3 shy mnnk !!

I went to back to the restaurant , I didn’t want to ruin the night , w plus nunu 7ail ra7 t39b , cuz we do this kl mra w a7d enna jed 6efa7 kailha.

Aziz came behind me , I sat next to nunu .

He looked at me like . ma tbeen tg3deen ymy !

He sat down , I think nunu smelled something

Nunu : iff shnu hatha ! , ree7at zgayr eww

Aziz : ha , ee hay ana knt way rfeejy he was smoking

Nunu : ambaaih ew

Me  : shall we order ?

Aziz & nunu : ee

We ordered our food , we ate , I didn’t speak to aziz , knt ard 3ala nunu bas , I was treating him like he was invisible .

Lma 6ela3na mn el m63m , this happened

Me : nunu  enty roo7y jdam

Aziz : ana abeech entay ymy – he was talking to me I ignored

Nunu : wa3 y3ni ana elly myta aby a9eer ymk :@

Aziz  : chbay

He pulled me next to him , and layed his arm on my shoulders . aziz plz , stop ! you're melting my anger!!

I moved his hands away , I walked with nunu .

Now , he pulled me back with anger , I could feel his anger in his hands

Me : shtaby!!

Aziz : la tsween ly chthy , ma tbeen tsm3een 6wft'ha bs la t3amleeni chthy

Me : okay bsm3 , gool.

Actually ma knt aby asm3 , bes I wanted this night t3ady 3ala 5air

Aziz : nunu hach . he threw his car keys to her . ro7ay el sayara ana w rana al7een bnyy

Nunu : okay mu tt25roon ana ta3bana aby anaam jed

Aziz : thlfay

Nunu : zaain uff wy3a

Nunu went to the car , he turned to me

Aziz : tdreen enny a7bch

I said "eh" with I very low voice

Aziz : ma sm3t

Me : eeh

I shouted , not so loud but I raised my voice

He pulled something from his pocket , his cigarettes box

"hach " he said

Me : w5rhum 3ny ana shswy feehm

Aziz : I dunno ,im just proving that I'll cut this off"

Aww ! that's why I love him , he's trying to win my heart really hard!

Me : thnx 3zeez ! .. I love u

Aziz : wana akthar

He put his hands over my shoulder , this time I didn’t push him away . I wtarted walking to the car while talking , smiling and laughing

I sat next to him , in the front seats .

We had a blast , tmaina nt3'shmar way ba3ath , me , aziz and nunu , we laughed all the way , suddenly , my mobile interrupted . It was a phone call mn br3 ! mn bedg hal 7azza !

Me : aziz ard , akeed mum

Aziz : rdday ashoof

I picked up ,it was mama

Mama said with cracked voice : du5tar !

Du5tar means , bnty aw bnyty bl 3ijmi

Me : mama ! chetoory !

Chetory means shloonch

Mama started crying : bebe twafat rana !

We called my grandma bebe

Me : WHAAAT !! SHNU ! KUJA , META , HOW !  - I cried

Mama : hadday , bachr janaza mama , w ana mu mt9la a5r3ch .. aby agool lch enna ana ma ra7 arj3 el (..)

What ! no ! I cant live without my mum !!!

me : naaah mama naa – I cried again

mama : rana ! baba le7een ma m9dg , I have to stay ana el 3ooda w 5wate ma ygdar 3alaihum baba broo7ah !

me : plzzz . come back abeech mn nma bdun tw zandaki kunam !

" mn nma bdun tw zandaki kunam" means I cant live without u

Mama : w mn bch az 7ad , ama aanchih dast trfand!

Means : w ana b3d bas shswy

Me : mama !!

Mama : 5uda 7afez 3azeezam , b3dain bdg 3alaich , 5uda az shama mu7afezat

I sighed sadly : okay bye

W9lna bait 3mi , nunu w 3zez we're trying to talk to me bas I didn’t reply , I couldn’t .

Nezalt mn el syara , aziz hugged me .

Aziz : shfeech 5r3teena 3alaich ! laish tbcheed !

I cried loudly , I crashed : aziz madr bazrak mn fut kard w mn ora ndidaa !

I cried again

I could feel aziz breaths on the back of my neck , since im shorter than him

Aziz : 7beebty hdy w te7achy 3araby ana ma afham

Me ; AZIZ BEBE TEWAFAT W ANA MA CHFTHA !!

Aziz : uhhh :s !! 7beebty bes hatha 8adar , goolay allah yr7mha

He walked me inside house , nunu was crying too , yaz3m 7ssasa , he took me to nunu's room , we sat down on her big black sofa

He was going to go

I cried : la t5leeni arjook 3zeez ..

Aziz : shhhh , mara7 a5aleech.

chapter 12

Nunu disturbed the moment

"hey im here "

We both laughed . you're funny nunu !

We reached home at 1 am , I was tired  , so I changed into my shorts and my t-shirt , ma kan 7ta 3ndy wgt a3'sl wyhy , I just threw my self on nunu's king side bed and slept.

1:00 pm . its aziz's birthday !

Nunu woke me up .

"goomaay ranaa "

Me " ha , what sh9aayr"

Nunu : goomay el sa3a w7da !

I got up fast

"whaat ! sa3a w7daa ! , I have to meet saroo elsa3a ts3 shit 6afny kl shayyy !!"

Nunu : np 3zuz bekaml emt7anah w by lch , ana b3d aby aroo7 bait rfeejty I miss her jed.

I went to the bath room I took a shower and did my things . I wore my white skinny jeans and my violet three quartet blouse , I wore my purple converse sneekers  and straighten my hair w lebast white headband

I checked my bbm ..

Aziz : good morning 7yaty , ana bru7 a8dm my last final exam w taly broo7 way my friends and we will party 7g my bd w finishing our second year. Sryy ma bgdr awdeech 7g sara . yalla tc , c u at night

Me :

PING!!!

Aziz :

Hala 7yaty

Me :

Sh5bar el exam ? was it easy ?

Aziz :

Eeh thnx god , srry 7yaty cant talk now I'll call u whenever im free

No : (

Me :

Ok , luv u , tc

Me : nunu kl 566na eb ttkansal , u5ooch at party 7ta ma 3ndh wgt ytklm m3ay

Nunu : ufff , bchoof umy etha tg,, ohhh wait umy mu mwjooda nsaait enha eb bait ydyy

Me : eef , shnswy al7een , ubooch at work w umch mu hny w 3zeez ma 3ndah wgt lna !

Nunu : na54 taxi ?!

Me : nnunuu yanaitay , e7na eb mn6qa skny ma fy taxies !

Nunu : ok ok -.-

So , g3dna bs chy , nothing to do , no where to go , uh .

We slept again , watched tv , ordered from mac.

It was 4:15

My phone rang  , it was 3zeez

"nunu I gotta take this"

Nunu : eh eh daraina 3zuuuz

Me : hahhahah , bay5a.

I went to her room , and I closed the door.

Me : alo

 Aziz : hala

Me : ahlain

Aziz : shlounch 7beebty ?

Me :ok

Aziz ; jhzy nfsch enty w nunu , ba54km mkan , bs the three of us will party , be ready at 5

Me : wain bta54na ?

Aziz : m63m

Me : ok

Aziz : ranoyty

Me : hh , 3younha

Aziz : I wish both of us n7tfl broo7na

I was shy , I didn’t reply

Aziz : tst7y yz3m , mu chnch nasya tgooly le ly shy !

Me : la walla mo nasya , sweet 20^th ! luv u !

Aziz : amoutch , yalla bbye 9arat 4:30 jhzu rou7km ana bl 6reej

Me : bbye

I went to nunu

"nuuunuu gumay 3zuuz bewdeena m63m ,, uff 6aggat chabdy yalla 3ziz yay bl 6reej "

Nunu : umbaaay yalla

We took a shower and we got ready

Iebast my baby pink beige striped shirt and my beige skinny jeans , w my light pink flats.

5 o'clock we9al 3ziz .

He called us w  r7na lh t7t , we told khalty galat ok bs la tt25roon ..

We greeted him.

He replied back

Aziz : u both look pretty

Nunu : 3'9bn 3nk

I laughed : aha nunu

Aziz : fdeetkm

While we're on our way  . sara called me , I looked at my mobile screen .

Aziz pulled my phone

Me : aziizzz ishfeek ! hathy sara etshkt feeni mthlan

Aziz : rdday !

Me : ambeeh mu mn 9jk ! it mynoon ! itshk feeni ?!!

I never thought aziz get's jealous like this , wllah yshk feeni !

Aziz :rdday

I ignored him , I didn’t answer my phone , he was driving and the phone kept ringing.

Aziz 39b :choofay 7rkatch hathy ma a7bha

Me :  Y3NI ANA ELLY A7B 7RKATK

He took my phone and answered it

Aziz : ALO , MN ENT YA 7YWAN

Sara : bsmm ellaaaah

Aziz gave the phone ,

Aziz : hay sara

Me : laaa 9j , e7lf bas !

Aziz : 7acheeni 3dl

Me  : alo hala sara , sryy aklmch bbm ok ?

Sara : hay 3ziz

Me : ee agool lch klshay bbm

Sara : okey , now ?

Me : la b3dain , ttyl

Saro : ok

I hung up

Me : ert7t chy ?

Nunu : 3zeez ish'hal 7arakat . laish swait lha chy !

We9alna el m63m ,  w 3ziz ma rd 3ala nunu w ana tmait sakta , I just bbmed sara and told her kl shay , she thinks its cute .okay sara

Aziz : entaw nzlaw ana 7ejazt 6awela , goolu lhum eb esmi aziz al (..)  w they will take u there

Nunu : ok

Me : aren’t you coming .

Aziz : la ee bala bs dgeega w byy

Why ?! shbesawy ??

De5alt w ana mtrdda , aziz shbesawy ? sh3ndah laish ma byd5l wyana ??

chapter 11

Me : 3alya w5rww 3n 6reejy

Nunu : w5rww

Shatha : ambeeh "rana" wyach mu7ameytch el 93'eera

3alya : l2nha ma 3ndha gwa

Me : THLFAW SHTBUUUN !! nunu e5thay el switch w roo7ay

Nunu : la ma b5leech

Me : NUNU

Nunu : okay !

I took my phone and I started calling 3ziz , the girls were looking at me . w lma bda ybyn ly enna mobile 3zeez yrn , I heard vibration . they're bitches bkl m3na el klma

Me : bithces ! yebaw el mobile

3alya : umm . let's see

Shatha opened the door w nadat bajy shllat el bitches , klhum yw da5l . I was scared !

shatha : enjoy the show banat

3alya : mm , too bad his bbm mgfool , let's see , what's the password

Shatha laughed : umm rana !

I freaked

Me : entaw shnoo ! yeebaw !!

I tried to take the phone but I couldn’t

3alya : R A N A ,  977 the pass word is rana , now well , let's see ur little cute chats okay ya his mascot ?

3ziz said to me once that I'm his mascot

All the girls laughed , I teared : yeebaaw

Shatha : oh the little girl is crying

I got angry , like never before !

I grabbed the phone and ran out , while I was running to the car I hit a guy , it was aziz , he hugged me

Aziz  " ussh don’t cry"

I didn’t hug him bag , I threw his phone at him " thanks a lot . im going to the car"

I walked half way towards the car.

Aziz called me but I didn’t answer him .

I got into the car , I stopped crying .

Nunu saw me : rana ish9ar

Me : I don’t want to talk , et9ly eb u5ooch . tra walla I'll drive.

The girls past by , they were laughing with a loud voice .

Aziz came , he raised my head

Aziz : look at me , entay ok ?

I shouted : DO I LOOK LIKE IM OK !!!!!

Aziz : im sorryyy

I was shouting ..

" BEING SRYY MA BE3'AYR ELLA 9AR , ENT EL SEBAB , YOU PROMISED ENNA MA BTKLMHA BUT YOU DID , YOU DIDN’T .."

Nunu : BEESSS STOP IT !

We both looked at her .

Aziz : nunu srry nsaina ench ehny but I can explain later.

Me : NUNU TDRY EB KL SHY .

Aziz : WHAT ? SHLUN TGOOLEEN LEHA W ANA MA ADRY.

We kept fighting and shouting . ana we9alt le mr7la , ma agdr at7cha , 6l3t my phone , w  ge3adt a7oos feeh just to ignore 3zeez .

Aziz stopped talking , stayed silent for minutes , then he said

" rana yeeby mobilch"

Me : na3am , ent t7lm ?

Aziz : GLT LCH YEEBAY

 He pulled my phone

Me : aziiz yeebah .

Nunu was just staring , if she did something t3rf u5ooha 3a9aby.

I said with a low voice : laish tswy feeni chthy

Aziz : 3ASHAN LAMMA AKLMCH ETSM3EEN , LMA TCHOOFEEN SHY MA TTSR3AIN , KMA Y9EER SHY MA T7KMEEN .. RANA LA T7GREEN !!!!

Me : ent elly tefshlt jddaaam el kl wla ana ! ent walla ana ! ma 9ar lk shay mn elly swooh feeni laaaa t7kmmm !!! ENT ELLY LA T7KM !!

Aziz didn’t replay , he drove the car , w kan musr3

Nunu : 3zeez ra7 nmooot !!

Aziz : NUNU ANA MU NAG9CH CHBAY

I stayed silent

Nunu : aziz calm down .

He did , then he talked to me

Aziz : rana ..

I just looked at him .

Aziz " im sorry , shswo lch ? "

I cried . what they did was mean !

Me : 3ziz they made me feel like a bitch ,, I .."

Aziz " shhhh la tgooleen chy "

He wiped my tears .

I smiled , a fake smile ..

He came close to me and whispered in my ear " ana ma ar6'a 3la my future wife .. I'll revenge I swear ! "

I smiled , this time it wasn’t fake , his intention wasn’t bad ! I love you 3zzeez ! he really made me forget what happened today .

Now im finally ready to tell him .. I love you latterly

I whispered in his ear

" I ,, I love you "

He gazed in my eyes .. " w ana akthar "

chapter 10

I told nunu w she was ok with it , hal bnt tmuut 3la shy esmah party , she took a permission mn her mum w she said yes b3d . uf

I looked through my clothes .

I took a shower and wore my white knee-length dress with black pattern on it , I straightened my hair this time w 5lait gdlty jddam , nunu 76t ly crystal brush fy my hair . I wore my loubitun black open-toed high heel .

I applied a blood red lipstick , eyeliner , mascara and pink-skin color blusher .

The eyelined really brought out my blue eyes .

Nunu wore a pink simple short dress , w 76at lha make up wayd . she says enna her dress too simple , mm kaifha , and she wore her jimmy choo black heels .aziz was waiting for us at his car.

Nunu galat ly g3dy jdam , ma r6'eet . she forced me too .

I got in first

Aziz : wow ! words cant explain how pretty you're tonight 7beebty.

Me : you look handsome too.

Ha was wearing a tuxedo , bs nt too formal .

Nunu de5lat . we drove to his university . the party was in the university gym

Aziz : we're here .

Nunu : ranooy 5ly phonch vibrate

Me : already did

Aziz : yalla

Nezalna mn el syara w here we are .. 3la bab el gym . I remembered that day .

Aziz was going to enter first .

I stopped him : 3zeez 36ny switch syartk

Nunu looked at us , chafat enna we're talking w she turned around.

Aziz : laish ?

Me : ent 36ni ..

He gave me his car keys , he was confused , wondering why I'd want them , well , in case 3alya is there .

Aziz : 5lch m3a nunu w no matter what la tgrbeen ymmy

why ! I didn’t ask him . bra7tah J

me : okay ..

we entered the gym . wayd nas kanaw mnak , all of his friends and mates . I did exactly what he wanted me too , mixed up w ma jarrabt mnah : )

nothing is perfect . one of his mates is 3alya's best friend , her name is shatha , she knows about every thing , w akeed 3alya told her about me .

nunu kanat tby troo7 el toilets , bs e7na ma ndry wain . we had to ask 3zeez . its important !

we decided to split up  and search for him , w if one of us found him tdg 3la il-thanya .

I went looking for him . the gym is big , w too much people

I saw him .

Aziz , 3alya , shatha .

Together

Kanaw yt7choon .

Shatha saw me looking at them and she pinched 3alya , 3alya looked at me , tba3adt 3nhm gbl ma 3zeez yla76' , I called him .3'bya . laish ma fkrty tt9lain mn gbl ?

Fate wanted to . ishkan yswy wyahm ! y3ni ma bn5l9 !!

I called him 10 times , he didn’t answer.

El mara el 11^th he hung up .. thnx 3zeez : ) !

W7da mn elly fy el party saw me , about to tear

The girl : feech shay ?

I couldn’t hear her mn el loud music

Me : sorry ?

The girl : is something wrong ?

She thought that im foreign , mn my blue eyes w light brown straight hair ,

Me : la ma feeni

The girl : oh srry 3baly entay ma tfhmeen 3araby , srry sis

Me : la umm . sryy gotta take this call

The girl : np

It was nunu , finally legat el toilets , shklha legat 3ziz , uhh thnx god , now I'll know every thing

Me : umm , e5ty ,, what's ur name

The girl  : lulwa

Me : umm , lulwa , wain el toilets ?

Lulwa : out side the gym , taly ymeen , eb tlgainhm fy wyhch

Me : thnx a lot

R7t el toilets , I saw nunu

Me : NUUNUU !! CHFTAY ELLY CHFTAH !

Nunu : eeh , knt bgool lch , ma 9ayr shy bs shatha kant t7awl trj3hm back together !

Me : aha !

Nunu : 3zeez gal lhm its over w he's taken !

Omg ! 3zeez y7bny jed !!

Me :omg ! 9j ! el 7mdllah !!

Nunu : I haven’t reached the bad part yet .

Me : what bad part !

Nunu : shatha w 3alya ydwroonch , sm3t shatha tgool bnlageha w btchuf ! , klla bsbbyy !!

Me : whaat ! nunu shglty lhum ?!!

Nunu : chfw enny abyn younger than them w galw ly enty hny broo7ch , w glt lhum la ana way my cuzn bs ma 36ait'hm details ma s2loony shy 3'air wallah sry

Me : nunuu ! ebsr3a 5l nroo7 el syara w ndg 3la 3zeez .

Before wo got out , shatha and 3alya found us

3alya : hala w 3'laaa ,, look who's here .

chapter 9

We9alna bait 3my b3d ma a54t kl a3'ra6'ii at 12 , nunu kanat bel9ala watchy tv ..

Aziz let go of my hand .

"salam" we both said

"3laikm elsalam" nunu replied

Nunu: 3zeezu laish te3a5rt ! ana mn meta na6ra ranooy.

Aziz whispered I love u in my ears fast w ra7 darah.

Aziz : ana bashrd entay shyfkny mn lsanch w h4rtch

Nunu : ethlf agool.

She ran to me and hugged me .

Nunu : uff u5ooy malee8 wain kntw

Me : mako bas kan wayd z7ma bl traffic

Nunu : ambeeh ranooy laish chy k7lch say7 , ta3aly foog 5l a6'b6 wyhch.

Cuz of crying nunu ..

Me : hahahah ok .

We went upstairs . aziz kan ga3da bl 9ala elly foog , he was wearing black shorts and a white v neck t-shirt . he looked hot.

Nunu : fdaait elly ydrs . ranooy mnu ra7 yg6na el mall bl 39r

I laughed : 3zzuuz

He gave us a look .

Me : nunu shklah ma ra7 ysweelna shy emshay nroo7

Nunu : akeed.

3ziz bbmed me :

Aziz : 7yaty plz 5l e5ty tfch 3nch aby a6l3 m3ach

Me : la eg3d edrs bachr a5r final exam bachr y9eer 5air !

Aziz : enzain .. you promise ?

Me : eeh I do ..

I needed to wash my face

"nuna ana baroo7 el 7mmam"

"e54y ra7tch bs mu tt25reen"

" la I'll just wash my face."

I went out elle 3zeez 6ela3 ly , he held my hand and pulled me close to him

I was scared

I said : 3ziz don’t

3ziz tba3ad w gal ly : ran I'm so sorry !

I looked at him w r7t el 7mmam.

I washed my face . I looked at my self in the mirror and said to my self

Elly ga3d y9eer 3'l6 , ma y9eer . el 7ub ma ykoon 7aram ella etha ma yhdf ela el zawaj , ana ma aby , a6ee7 bl 7aram , im scared uf 3zeez , what if , elshai6an le3ab eb rasa w swa ly shy , elly 9ar al7een y5r3 . will he marry me ? he never said that .. I have to make sure !

Jaffaft wayhy w 6l3t . nunu kanat tn6rny . nunu is younger than me . she's 16

She pulled me

I said : eshfeech !!

Nunu : al7een t3rfeen !

Shit , m3goola ftsht eb mobily ?!

La nunu ma tsweeha!

D5ltny el 7jry w skrt el bab .

Nunu : entay w 3zeez !

Oh no !

I was shocked .

Me  : nunu ,, srry nunu sm3eeni makan beedy plz dnt judge me

Nunu : whahahahahah 5r3tch , I know mn zman chft 1 convo mn moble 3zuz bs wallah ma jst mobilch w dafnat mama f6uum !

Mama f6um is our grandmother , allah yer7mha

Nunu 7mara J

Me : nuunuu chlba 5r3teeni allah ya5thch .. bs plz la tgooleen 7g 3ziz ench tdreen , uhwa ma ybeech t3rfeen madry laish !

Nunu : okey , btw .. did he kiss u al7een ?!!!

What. Mu mn 9jch nunu

Me : laaaaa shkuuu mu mn 9jchh anaaaa muu bitch

Nunu : enzain ma glt shay ga3 as2al wee.

Me : malat 3laich -.-

Nunu laughed

My uncle ra7 el dwam w mrt 3my yt swt lna 3'da w ra7at bait rfeejat'ha 3ndhm 5alaf , so again . ana w nunu a 3zezz , alone.

I changed into my jeggings and three quarter sleeves brown blouse . swait sh3ry kuba 3al sree3 , w 5lait gdlty normal .

Nunu kanat nayma .hay ras'ha thgeel shly bega3dha.

I tried to wake her up ma fad .

Aziz knocked the door . la maby ab6l el bab !

He opened the door .

Rana – he said

Me : shtby ?

Aziz : t3aly eklay 3'ada mu makla shy mn el 9b7 , umy mswya pasta.

I love pasta bs mu mshtahya aakl .

Me : maby mu msht'hya , besides nunu nayma ma tr6'a tgoom !

Aziz : gumay aguulchh

Me : enzain gmt

I don’t want to be alone with him again !

We went to the dining room .

Aziz asked me to sit and so I did .

Ba6al el kbat elly feeh el 97oon w 6l3 ly 97n w lah 97n , w spoons and forks , glasses 7g el 39eer , aziz ma y3rf yanchb , hahha

Me : 5al 3nk .. yayb ly ml38at spaghetti 7g pasta . hahhaha

Aziz : yaza3am entay t3rfeen

Me : a7sn mnk .. yeeb ly ml38a thanya

Aziz 36ani ml36at soup , oh well . ymshy el 7al

76ait lna both , I gave him his plate .

Aziz : ra7 aakl 7ta el 97n

Me : hw laish

Aziz put the pate 3la the edge of the table , he held my hands : l2na mn eedch

I let go

Me : shku mu ana 6ab5a .

He took his plate . ella shwy w y6ee7 w ynksr .

I laughed at him

Aziz mumbled : ma enkesar

Me : yahel

Aziz : yahel entay . chm 3mrch baba 17 ? ana 19 9eer 20 bachr !

Shit ! tomorrow is his birthday !!

Me : w ana b3d b9eer 18 . ent akbr mny eb sntain bas mu dhr

Aziz : t7lmeen

Me; malee8

Knt ga3da al3b eb el akl elly eb 97ny , 3ziz noticed and he sat nxt to me , he took my fork mn my hand , w 76 feeha pasta

Aziz : b6ly 7ljch

Mu mn 9jah K

Me : mu mn 9jk ,, maby glt lk mu yu3ana

Aziz : b6lay

Me : maabyy

I closed my mouth really hard ,3ziz estaslam w w95 wyhy bl pasta

Ma a7b , 39bt

Me : ufff 3zeeez ma a7bb . akrah 3ly wayhy ytw95 akll uff maby 9j malee8 glt lk maaaby uff !!

I washed my face w r7t 3'rfat nunu , I closed the door real hard and nunu woke up

Nunu with a sleepy voice : shfeech ksarty baby

Me : srry

Nunu fazzat mn mukanha

Nunu : 3zuz u5uuy ?

Me : eeh

Nunu : shswa

Me : 76 akl eb wyhy ,, w ana ma a7b hal 7arakat , glt lh  ma aby aakl uff

Nunu : umbeeh malee8 . – and she laughed

Nunu always makes me feel better,

Nunu wnt to the bathroom to wash up and do her things .

Aziz called me . shyby !! , was I rude ?

Me : alo

Aziz : ze3lty ?

Me : ee , ma a7b hal 7arakat wllah

Aziz : fdeet 3younch ana . srry 7yatay

Me : np

Aziz : jahzi nfsch enty w nunu ra7 aa54ch nt3sha bl-lail . w hal marra eb takleen

Me : hhh enzain , wain eb ta5ethna ?

Aziz : eb 9ara7a my classmates besawoon ly 7fla before my birthday party w bwdeekm m3ay

Me : 3alya . maby

Aziz : 3alya ma btyy she's not my class mate .

Me : bchuf way nunu

Aziz : kay , a7bch , yalla bye

Me : bye

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chapter 8

Lmn 6ela3t mn el bait 3ziz nezal mn syartah with a big smile on his face !

"wow ! you look beautiful"

I came near him . I wasn’t so close to him le darajat enna la9ga feeh , bs I was standing in front of him mthl kl el nas  .

He came closer and took off my sun glasses , he looked at my blue eyes , I got them from my mum ,

"your eyes .. "

I smiled shyly .

"yalla 5 nroo7 , bt9eer el sa3a 9 now ! .. wain ebta54ny ? "

" it’s a surprise , get in yalla "

I got in , I put my sunglasses back on .

Aziz : la tlbseenha . a7b achoof ur beautiful eyes mu ur glasses "

Cute !!

Me : la  w ana a6'l chy el shams ta3my 3ainy !

Aziz : la fdeetch lbseeha bas ma bgool lch shy 7lw mra thanya

I laughed , he looked at me while he's smiling.

Wegafna fy traffic .

Me : wain eb ta54ny gool

Aziz : ma ra7 agool

Me : uff 3zeez !

Aziz : ushhh

*aziz's side*

I told rana to close her beautiful eyes.

Rana : laish enshallah

Me : enty swy

Rana : maby

Me : yla gbl ma tft7 lna el eshara la

Rana : enzain enzain

She closed her eyes , I looked at her pretty face .. she got this beauty from khalty kunuz , *her mum*

I was going to kiss her !

Bas te3awth't mn eblees , ma aby alms'ha ella b3d el zawaj . cuz I truly love her !

Rana : ufff ana bb6l3 3aini lw3t chbdy 3zeez

Me  : enzain open ur eyes

Rana  opened her eyes

Me : a7bch a7bch a7bch a7bch w amooooot 3alaichhhh !

She smiled shyly , I adore her smile

*back to my side ..

Mn 9jah thy , eshkan yby yswy .. !! allah a3lm ..

We reached DQ ,  el m63am elly de3amtah fy . hahha

Aziz : ta4kreen

Me : ee yal malee8 athkr kl shay

 Nezalna mn el syara , the sun was hot !

Me : ra7 tye ly 6'arbat shmw mn hal jaw !

Aziz : wee 7dch migi migi

Me : 3zeeeez , tara barja3

Aziz : wya rylch . hahahahhahahahahaha

Me : na4el

Aziz : yalla ladies first

Me : 3'9ban 3alaik

Aziz : fdeet'ha

 We entered the restaurant , as usual , m7d ykoon hnak morning that's why I love going there

He picked us a table , we were going to sit on another one bas kan 3laih awrag I think it belongs to someone aw fy a7d , so ge3dna 3ala a table next to the ac . -.-

I wanted to call sara bdun ma ysm3ni 3ziz

Me : 3n ethnk broo7 el toilets

Aziz : ok

I went to the toilets , I opened the door , kan fy w7da t3dl sh3rha ..

3alya !

She stopped and looked at me !

"RANA ! SHYAYBCH !"

"mu sh3'lch"

3alya : e7tarmay nfsch

Me : tara ana maly bar6'ch,,

3alya : y3ni ana elly mayta 3ala shouftch ! wa3

Me : ana ma ard 3ala amthalch

3alya : boyfriend stealer

I had to say it

Me : bitch

She went out . ma fkrt enha ra7 tchuf 3ziz !

I called sara and told her every thing , she said she'll take to aziz ..

It was too late

3alya already saw 3zeez

I went out , suddenly , 3alya kissed aziz's cheek !

He's cheating !

3alya 6el3at , aziz saw me

Aziz : rana I can explain

I went out , he followed me . I was crying .

Me : explain what ! chft kl shay b3eeny ! akrhkk 3zeeez ! take me home w dnt talk to me

Aziz : its not what u think 3alya kanat ga3da ttshmt feeni w lma chaftch she kissed me hatha kl shy

Well , ma astb3d hatha mn 3alya but he lied to me once.

Me : why should I believe u !

Aziz : cuz ur mine !

Me : u lied to me one and you can do it again

Aziz stood still

He shouted : RANA ANA MU CH4AD TFHMEEN AW LA ! ANA A7BCH AMOOT FEECH LAISH T5LEEN 3ALYA T5RB BAINA ! LAISH TW9LEENHA 7G HADAFHA ! EHYA HATHA ELLY TBEEH ! MA TFHMEEN "

I cried , ignored him and went to the car.

The door was locked . oh great .

I turned around . 3alya was looking from a distance near the back car parks . 3ziz saw us looking at each other , he ran to me and grabbed my hand , then walked me towards her .

He slaped 3alya . shit !

Aziz : e3ta4ray leha . w gooly lha el 9j .. a7sn lch

Alya : ana ma abrr 7g mayhal

Me : n3m

Mesa7t dmu3ii ..

Alya : cry baby

Aziz : E7TARMAY NAFSCH . E3TA4RAY NOW

Alya 5afat

Alya : srry .

She told me the exact story that aziz told me.

Aziz : 9dgtay .

Me : eh .. im srry

Aziz : don’t be ..

 he held my hand tight

and we went to the car .