We chatted , ate lunch , then sara left @4:30
I layed on my bed and checked my whatsapp
Aziz :
Rana
Hi
Rana
Rana
Wainch ?
Hello ?
Rana ?
Okey whenever u see this call me
Oh no ! shfeeh ?
I closed my room door and I called him .
1 ring , 2 rings , 3 rings , he didn’t answer ,
eng63 w he didn’t answer
I called him 4 times , he didn’t answer
Jed he made me angry . now 7sait feeh lma kan
yklmni w ana ma ard
I logged on twitter .
He update his status : keep on going , that
will be a lesson
Laa jed mu mn 9jah ! shnu thy !
He called me.
Aziz : enty wainch ana aklmch ma trdeen
Me : knt way sara w ma knt mntabha 7g mobile shfeek
!
Aziz : a achy y3ni!
Me : ee shnu 3ayal ! walla mu ana elly ayabs
rasi w ma ard
Aziz : choofay ana maly 5lg la tg3deen tsween
ly chy
Me : dam malk 5lg laish dag
Aziz : bas kaify wkt elly aby adg
Me : la ! w ana chayfni tslaya 3ndk !
Ouch , that was harsh
Aziz : NA3AM
I said with a low scared voice : la wala shy
Aziz : la la 3eedy shgltay
Me : wla shay !
Aziz sddah eb wayhy , mu mn 9jh , bs ana kan el
7g wyay ! ana mu tslaya !
Uff , I hated our fights now.
He called again
Aziz : im sorry
Me : that's fine
Aziz : elly glteeh made me feel bad , ur right
, mu ga3d a36eech el ehtimam elly tst78ainah.
Me : te3wdt I guess
Aziz : I'll change , I promise u that .
Me : okay
Aziz : t3aly el shalaih
Me : la kllsh mu wgta , la la maby a5af ubooy
shnu begool
Aziz : goolay yaya way nunu , e54eeha w ana yz3m
ag6kum
Me : laa a5af
Aziz : ta3aly yalla plz
Me : okay ..
I called nunu w galat btyy , I took a warm
shower , I wore my short-sleevless dark blue jumpsuit and my white small
cardigan , I wore my converse black sneakers .
Swait sh3ry straight pony tail . w I took my
bag
Dad saw
me : ha wain
Me : baba broo7 el shalaih way nunu 3eed meelad
rfejat'ha , 3ad ana a3rf rfeejat'ha w rfeejat'ha a9arat ayy
My dad did everything I want
Dad : okay bs mu tt25reen
Wshww
Me : ok
I went to bait 3my , by walking w I called 3ziz
, he came without nunu
Me : 3ziz ! wain nunu
3ziz : hadday kahya yaya
Me: a7sb
Nunu : anaa yaait
She hugged me .
Aziz : wana
I hit his shoulder with my bag , he laughed and
side-hugged me . I love him . a lot .no one can imagine how , even though he
hurts me bs a7bah , I cant help but loving him.
I
smelled a hint of cigarettes , I came closer to his ears .
Me : aziz lay al7een td5n !
Aziz : I cant !
Me : stop it plz , ent ga3d t'4ba..
Nunu disturbed : uff yalla entaw ma 5l9tw ,
3ndkm el shalaih eb kubrah iff
Kanat fr9at 3ziz yt'harrab mny : yayeen
We entered the car .
Me : y3ni wain btroo7 mny
He gave me " the look"
We stayed silent in the car , lema suddenly he
stopped next to bait refeejat nunu : yalla thlfay
Nunu : zain wy3a
I was shocked ! la
Me : aziz ent glt nunu wyana !
Nunu : uhwa ma ybeeni w ana ma abeekm .
Nunu de5lat bait rfeejat'ha sana.
Me : Aziiz !!
Aziz : ma aby a7d ykoon wyana !
Oo , this really scared me.
I was wearing my ring fy silver plain necklace
.
Aziz : laish mu fy yadch?
Me : it felt weird w e7na mu m56ubeen wala shay
!
Sekat . I hate it lma yswy ly chy
3gb 1 hour we9alna el shalaih , nezalna , ana
r7t ym 3zeez , w rekabt syartah .
Aziz : waain , syarty rana btruu7een !
I stayed silent , I was searching for his cigarettes
, I found the box in the bt.
Me : ha
Aziz : yeeby
Me : never.
He held my hand bl go , jd kan killing pain ,
he was angry , he pushed me towards him , the edge of his nose was touching
mine , he was speaking from behind his teeth : glt lch yeeby
I tried to push him away but I couldn’t , he was stronger than me .
Me : ma b36eek
I threw the box on the floor w I stepped on it
with my shoes . defantah .
Aziz : rana ana mu yahl !
He was so angry
Me : la yahl w n9 . ur killing ur sleef 3ziiiz
!!
I almost cried . im scared , I don’t want to
loose him . I ran and sat by the sea , it was almost dark , what a romantic
view .
Aziz cam from behind me and covered my eyes . I
faked a smile .
Me : aziz
He sat next to me while his hands over my
shoulder.
Aziz : im sorry , wllah b7awl bs ma agdr .
t3wrty ?
Me : la
..
He hugged me tighter and kissed my cheek , I laid
my head on his shoulder , and watched
the beautiful sunset view together.
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