chapter 16

chapter 16 we both stayed silent 6ool el 6reej . it was weird , really weird . we arrived home sa3a 10 lmn 6l3t nunu kanat nayma w lmn yait ba3d hm kanat nayma . ma tshb3 thy -_- i needed to talk to someone , i tried to wake nunu bs matgum , hay en namat ma gamat . uf what happened was wrong . completely , he shouldnt have kissed me cuz he promised , and i should have stopped him cuz its wrong . this is too bad to be true , im still in a shock , i looked at my self in nunu"s big mirror "bitch" i said to my self i switched off my mobile and slept . it was 6 in the morning . nunu was shouting : ranaa wake up wake up goomay fizzay goomay . i jumped : h .. ha . wy3a sh9ayr . i looked at the clock on the wall . nunu mu mn 9jch it was 6 AM me : NUNU WAY3A LOOK AT THE TIME nunu : goolaay 7g rooo7ch ! bnroo7el maa6ar go get ready ! bna5th ur dad w ur brosss goomaay fchaaay shtbeeen waa3 waayd tnamen . what ! summer is over ! bhal sr3a ! why here is what happened , aziz and i didnt talk since the kiss thingy , i deleted him from my bbm , i bought an iphone , changed my number , but he is still the one than can take my breath away . i think aziz forgotten about me .. he tried to win me back bes i was jed 3needah , i was scared , i had my reasons . i think he got over it , bs every time our eyes gazes into eachother i could still feel his love to me . i loved him non-stop . i'd cry at night when i remember the songs he sang to me , our stupid fights , the way he lies to me , cutting of smoking for me , the way he breaks my heart but fixes it instantly . and the most important part ,is the kiss . i didnt forget it. lma at4kr what happened , i cry , bs why ? madry! every thing happened so fast , school started ! ugh , i didnt want to go cuz my relationship with sara is almost done and i hated school . ma ly khlgha jed. first day of school turned into the last day of school as fast as u can imagine . its over between me and sara . we're not friends anymore , mum decided to live in iran and come visit us for a whole week monthly . dad divorced mum , i had no one , i was alone , my brothers ybchoon kl youm ybun mum lema they hated her , we all lived with my dad , mum left us when we needed her , 7ta lw kan 3ndha 34r bas hal shaynma ysm7 lha tb3d 3an 3yalha forever . it's my eighteenth birthday , my iphone ringtone disturbed my heaven of sleepness and endless dreaming it was an unknown number , i answered thecall me : alo my voice was sleepy a woman started to cry me : mnu ? the women : du5tar mn ! it was my mum , she said , bnyty ! me : maama ! mum lived for a year in iran , so her arabic launguage got worst mum : ma whashtch me : entay ma fkrty feena , entay trkteena when we needed u i hung up , i didnt want to talk with her , i hated her , im alone cuz of her , and my dad warned us not to talk to her . my dad changed alot , he was our mum and dad at the same time , we didnt need her anymore , but still , no matter what he cant replace her . he was thinking of getting married . i didnt talk to him for weeks cuz if that . but he said he will marry a young woman but i said NO i woke up , wnet to the bathroom , did my things , i wore my fit knee length grey skirt , and my red silky short sleeves shirt. i tied my hair ,it was straight as usual , applied some makeup and wore my small red heels . lmn 6l3at w r7t el 9ala my dad was there for me . dad : bnytyy , look at u ! ur a woman ! i kissed his forehead : thnks dad ! i was going to get my licenese and apply for a university , i'm going to study visual designing . lma rj3na mn da2erat el murur , i was freaked ! im legal to drive ! my dad kan 3ndah was6a so i took my lessons before being 18. and then , i saw a white BMW wagfa yam baitna me : baaabaa i cried , i hugged him , i thanked him , he said that i deserved it for my high gpa and being so obedient . i've changed alot . me : can i .? baba : go ahead , its ur car , roo7ay mukan ma tbeen bas be careful , w 7zamch mu tnsainah. i said with joy : ok ! my dad dekhal el bait , w ana knt barkb syarty , aziz's black reange rover appeared . i could see his face , he was shocked , he opened the window aziz : rana i opened the window and just looked at him : a .. um .. 3.. 3ziiz ?! aziz : y9eer t36eeni r8mch ? but itha ma tbeen , its ok y3ni , la etha ma tbeen la t36eeni ,, bs i wanted him back . me : shd3wa ! here xxxxxxxx aziz : wait for my call , okay ? me : um .. ok ! my heart was beating so fast . i didnt know where to go , i got out and dkhlt baitna.