chapter 31

We arrived to the hotel late , and we were very tired .

I changed into my pj's and I sat on the bed . thary sat next to me , he was looking my eyes .

He pulled his face closer to mine , he was going to kiss me , I backed off .

I wasn’t ready , I don’t know why !

He looked down , he was pissed of my attitude  : do you really love me , I mean , is it from ur heart ?!

Yes it was from my heart . I loved him , I totally forgot about aziz

Me : akeed !!

Thary : so why when I try to kiss you or get near you you bck off

Me : aa .. ana .. I dunno . im not ready yet !

Thary : im sorry then for disturbing you .

THARY ! YOU'RE SO PERFECT.

I kissed his cheek so fast and slept .

I couldn’t feel him moving , I think he was shocked .

I turned and looked at him . chna em7n6 mukanah

I laughed .

Day 2 :

I woke up from the noisy knocks on the door .

I got up and went to see who is it , I looked through the whole in the door , it was one of the staff .

I opened the door : yes ?

The employee : this is for mr.thary

He handed me a small red box

I looked at it awkwardly

Me : from who ?

The employee : secret admirer the woman told me

Me : what ?

I slammed the door and opened the box

A paper fell , I red it .

عزيزي ظاري ..

هذي هي كل سوايا مرتك اللي شاد الظهر فيها ؟

تحاول تخرب بيني و بين عزيز !

امسكها احسن لك .. و الا انه اتصرف معاها !

تدري انها يت أمس بالليل تبي تكلم عزيز ؟

و انت المسكين اللي على نواياك نايم و ما تدري بسواياها !

ابسببها عزيز طقاني !

لي متى يعني ؟

متى بتظل عايشة في هالوهم , عزيز ريال متزوج يعني ما يصير جذي !

انه صراحة تعبت منها . ارجوك تتصرف معاها

3ALLLYAA THAT BITCH !!

I sat on the floor , looking at the paper , looking at these written lies !

I couldn’t help but cry . thary woke up . I wiped my tears and got up , head the paper behind my back

Thary : 9aba7 el ..

He couldn’t finish what he was going to say . I slammed the bathroom door .

Thary knocked , he was scared : 7beebtyy feech shay ??!!

Me : la mako

Thary : 3yal laish ch4y .

Me : I wanna go back . ma aby ag3d hny 5ala9 !!

I opened the door and gave him the letter .

He was shocked . he hugged me

I cried : hal ensana ma bt5leeni a3eesh 7yaty ! ra7 et3yshny chy lal2abad ! ana w7da te3abt mnha !! 5ala9 mabii

Thary : shh ana at9rf

Me : shnu btswy !

I want to go back

I wish I never came here . I knew this would happen

Thary said that we will go back , I washed up and changed to my skinny blue jeans and my Burberry shirt .

Thary : ana bwdy hal resala 7g 3ziz

I stopped him : la , Im the one who must do this , I'll have to face them now or later .

Thary hugged me : ok be carful

I kissed his cheek and left the room . I was walking in the hallway towards aziz and 3alya's room . I hit aziz accedintly

Aziz : rana!

I hit him like the first time I fell for him .

Me : good , you're here .. I have something to give u .

Aziz looked around him and grabbed me immediately to the cleaner's room , he turned on the light and pushed me to the door , his body was glued to mine .the paper fell next to the door outside . I tried to push him away but I couldn’t , he was way stronger than me .

His voice tone was sad : rana I want you back

Me : you're the one who married 3alya , I moved on and its over , leave me aziz !

I tried to get loose but I couldn’t

Aziz tried to kiss me , his lips touched mine a bit . no . im not going to let this happen , after I forgot about him .

I moved my face , he pushed me harder

I cried : aziz im married

Aziz : and so do i

Me : plzz etrkni

I tried to get red of him , get loose in anyway , I couldn’t , he forced me to kiss him . I was crying my eyes out . I don’t want this , I don’t want him , I hate him .

Suddenly , someone opened the door .

Aziz let go of me

Thary : RANA !!! INTY SHTSWEEN HNY .

I was crying : thaary I can explain plzz listen

Thary : explain what ! you're kissing him

Me : thaary esm3ni arjook he forced me I tried to push him ma gedart thar..

Thary : WALA KELMA !

Im dead , my life is forever ruined .