CHAPTER 21

It was about to be 10 o'clock.

Me : omg 3ziiz el wagt

Aziz : el sa3a cha..

His mobile ring interrupted , he looked at his mobile screen.

Aziz :dgeega

Me : okay

He answered the phone .

I could here him

Hala w 3'ala

Tamam w ent

La maku blshalaih

9j ! mbrook

Ubu el bnt wafag !

Allah ywfgk throoy

Yalla nshoofk

Me : Mnu

Aziz : thary rfeejy

Me : khateb ?

Aziz :eeh , yalla gomay sa3a 10 3shan ma nt25ar 3ala nunu

Me : ok

I got up and cleaned my clothes from the sand . aziz was looking at me

Me : shnuu

Aziz : la bs shklch

Me : 3zizu . I hit him on his shoulders.

Aziz : y3ni entay ma shb3tay mn zodd ma t6geeni

He was laughing

We got into the car ,I arrived home at 11 with no troubles thanks god

M7d kan bl9ala so r7t 3'rfty direct , I heard my dad's voice : rana

Me : huh ! bsemllah yuba mn wain 6ela3t

Baba : ana hny .

He turned the lamp , kl el lights kanaw off bas el lamp

Baba : t3alay b7acheech

No , ! laykun dera !

Ith dra I'd die

Calm down

Ma ydry

Uhh

Me : oh ,okay …?

Dad : ylsy yammi

I sat next to him  he said: sm3eeni lain el nehaya w 7ukmy

La ashwa

Bs there is something very serious.

Baba : rana enty tdreen ench 18 , let me tell u this , ma a3rf 9araa7a shloon fat7ch bs enty tdreen ena snch sn zwaj 97 !

Oh no , where is this going !

Me : umm ,ee

Baba : good m very good , b9ara7a ya rana .. fy wa7d yay mt8dm lch , w ana glt lah enny mwafg bs ba54 shoorch

WHAT ! MY HEART STOPPED SUDDENLY ! MABY ! ANA 7G AZIZ W BS . WAIT ! THARY !!!

NO WAY !

My voice got cracky : thary !!

Dad :  ish3rfch feeh

Me : ha , la ma a3rfh bs lma 3ziz kan yw9lna sm3tah yt7cha w ygool thary w mbrook 3l 56ba shy chy

Dad : ee thary rfeej 3ziz , w mu bs refeej 3ziz , uhwa weld rfeejy bu 7azm elly wyay bl shrka

Me : yuba ! ana ma aby ! ma aby akml 7yaty way wa7d ma a3rfah

Baba got angry shwy : esh89dch y3ni btklmeen ! la yg9oon 3alaich el 9byan tara nuwayahum mu zaina

La ! aziz 3'air

Aziz shareeni !

Mabi !

I cried : bs uhwa 3'ai..

No ,I shouldn’t have said that . now my dad will kill me

Baba jed 39ab , he started shouting : SHNU TGOOLEEN !! MNU ! MNU ELLY 3'AIR 3NHUM ! ITKLMEEN YA RANA ! ETKLMEEN  HATHY TRBEETY FEECH . MA ETT7ACHAIN !!

I was scared : yuba efhmny , wallah bytzwjni bas ent i9ber ! yuba arjook uhwa 3'air maby maby!

My dad slapped me , I was feeling the most horrible pain .

Baba said mn wra his teeth : eb ttzwjain thary w that's final . w hatha elly tklmeenah tnheen waina kl shay

He grabbed my hand hard and pushed me : thlfy darchy

I ran to my room while crying . thnx god ma a54 mobily , I heard him slamming his room door . I called 3ziz immediately

Me : aziiiiz

I cried

Aziz : rana shfeech laish tbcheen , ! ubooch dara !

Me : t3al baitna . bsr3a . meet me at the back yard bft7 el bab elly wara

Aziz : ok

I hung up and sneaked to the back yard . opened the door and sat on the bench , thanks god ma kan fee windows et6l 3la el back yard , the only fear is that my dad sees us .

Aziz showed up

I ran to him , I hugged him and cried silently , he hugged me back .

We spoke with low voices

Aziz : shfeech laish ch4y tbcheen

Me : 3ziz thary ! 5a6bny ! w ubooy dara eb kl shay bainna ! w gal bttzwjainah w that's final !

3ziz let go of me : SHNU !!

I just cried

Me : ent lazm ttzwjni , ma ra7 yf6'l el 3'areeb 3ala weld ukhooh . aziz atrjaak

I was so pathetic ,, I was helpless , I had no one . I don’t have a mother to cry in her lap.

A tear fell from aziz's eye , hay awl mra achoofah ybchi : so .. I guess its goodbye

Me : AZIZ MNU GAL ! .  my voice got lower and cracky .. y3ni ma tbeeni !

Aziz : ana m3ashy mu mthl floos thary , ana ma ast78ch , ubooch ra7 yrf6'ni l2na thary b3yshch a7sn 3eeshah

Me : bs ana abeek . I don’t care , its not like u don’t have wala rb3 fils !

Aziz : im sorry . I cant watch u fade mn edy , I cant have u and lose u again

Me : 3ziiz

I was crying , really crying ! was he even eb w3yah !

He didn’t say a word

I shook him : te7acha rd 3alay !

He was not even looking at me . he was looking straight w dmoo3ah bs et6ee7 .

Aziz : sorry . I guess we're not meant to be together

Me : ur not ever trying !!! PLEASE TRY !

Aziz : I cant . enty ma tdreen what's stopping me .

Me : gool

Aziz: my mum

Me : shfeeha

Aziz : she knew , w ma tbeech

I cant handle one more shocking thing .

I froze : w.. what !

Aziz : im sorry

Me : a.. aziz !!

Aziz : shhh .

He kissed my lips good bye . I couldn’t let go of him , and so did he

Me : aziz we're meant to be together

He gave me a soft kiss , last hug , as I watched his shadow fade.

So that's it ! is it over ! he just kisses me and walk away ! after all these years after every single good moment we were together . when he gets weak he just walk out on my !

                I threw myself on the floor and cried my eyes out.

Suddenly , I felt someone's touch on my shoulder

(..) : rana

i got up , looked at the person

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